hMmpx...

2dae, bee bee came over to find me early in e morning...

thn we went to mommom @ Compass Point Yoshinoya.

headed over to popular and she brought a book.

After tat went to take train, and she started tearing...

Telling me why,

*Heart Shattered* tried to cheer her up yet it failed time and agn,

Felt tat i'm suddenly so USELESS,

cant even bring a SIMPLE SMILE to her face,

cant even be there for her when she needed me the most.

Why did things turn out tis way?

Why did God let my Precious SUFFER so much?

Cant everyone just leave her alone for a moment?

Must YOU GUYS make her have a BREAKDOWN b4 u guys stop?

Why?

It was damm heart breaking to say Good Bye to you @ City Hall 2dae bee,

My whole heart dropped out whn i saw u cry and i cant do a thing as i'm startin work soon.

WHY???

God, Tell me WHy if u're there?

Reached Hotel, no mood to work,kept thinking bout my Precious Gal.

Everyone around askin me "Hey dude. you Alright?"

Ignored every1...

Texted Bee and called her, No reply...

When everything seems to crash down, she replied me telling me tat she's @ Tampines.

Felt so relieved, Thn started texting her making sure she's alright.

She replied: U dnt nid dan xin wo la.u go wrk bahs jy.

* tears in my eye*I'm thinking, Hw to not worry bout you Sha Gua?

Telling me you're alright whn u cried in e train?

Babe,Sometimes i really admire u fer being so strong,

But whn tis kinda things happen and u told me to nt worry bout u?

Hw can i ? it may b possible if i'm Heartless but i'm definetly not.

*Bak to work* went fer a quick lunch,

*worried sick*called her,called... and call.

Finally she answer, she told me tat she was in e toilet and @ home reading a story book...*RELIEVED*.

Glad tat she's finally willing to let me into her dark world ,

yet sad as there's nth i can do.

All i can do is sae babe, cheer up k?

Felt lyk a LOSER,Worst of Worst kinda Loser...

Why cant i do anything from tis kinda harms to her?

Feels lyk seeing her Stabbed while i'm tied up right in front of her.

*Work* chionging my mis en place, while thinkin of Bee,

Everyone Fking me saying: Eh? why today so slow? Faster can bo?

IGNORED them, Chef Melvin came over to help me,

askin me if i'm Alright and Stuff...

i said yeap, no problem...

He Smiled and went off.

So many thoughts and feeling bottling up inside me and it finally exploded!!!?

When Cook 3 Ivan came over n started talking lyk an arrogant Fcuk to me,

I SHouted bak @ him : MIND UR OWN FCUKING BUSINESS,

NOT HAPPY WANT TALK OUTSIDE OR WADEVER FK I'M ON,

DUN GIB ME UR FK FACE AND WADSOEVER FKING PATTERN LYK A FKING GANGSTER.

He Shut Up and went off.

Nobody @ Ala Carte Made a noise over tis incident...

Rushing,rushing rushin, Hoping tat i can faster finish all these stuff and call babe,

Chef Ricky ask Cook2 Steven to whipp up dinenr for both of us.

No Mood to eat.

After chionging everything.

FINISH!!! xD So happy as i can finally call Bee~

Thn she answered sounding very slpy and told me she's asleep.

x) Babe, Hope tat u'll have the SWEETEST DREAM today .

LOVE YOU LOADS.

Sorry fer not being able to be there for you babe T_T

PS: Bee,I'll save every single cents,hoping tat One Day,

I Could get u outta there and live a life of our own,

I had enough of seeing u suffer and even if it means work till i drop,

I will,Just Because U're Precious to me...

I LOVE YOU BEE,

Hope tat tomorrow will be e end of these sufferings and start of all e joyfulness x)