There is no remedy for love but to love more.

– H.D. Thoreau

Years and Months,Days and Night,
Hour and Minute,
Seconds and Moments,
It does not matter hw long it is,
but hw precious it is,
that's Love.
-TRGeneral

When you Love till there's no Love there's HATE,

When you Hate till there's no Hate there's LOVE.

-Radio

In life, God always give Human a Choice,

It's the choice we made ourself either to Love or to Hate.

-TRGeneral

Ay me!...for aught that I could ever read,Could ever hear by tale or history,The course of true love never did run smooth.

– Shakespeare

Love is Sweet yet bitter,

enjoyable yet saddening,

loving yet hateful,

happy yet sad,

But it does not matter what it is,

it's the sweet memories that matters the most.

-TRGeneral

Love is an act of endless forgiveness, a tender look which becomes a habit.

-Peter Ustinov

2 soul, not knowing each other exsistence,

not knowing each other have lived on earth,

till they meet and romance,

they never wanted to be seperated again,

that's Love.

-TRGeneral

Time is too slow for those who wait,too swift for those who fear,too long for those who grieve,too short for those who rejoice,but for those who love, time is eternity.
-Katrina's Sun

Love is not only about Loving,Caring and Concern,

it's also about Forgiving,Forgetting,

That's what make it True.

-TRGeneral

Love is that condition in which The happiness of another person Is essential to your own. ~Robert A. Heinlein

She felt that He is simply not concerned anymore and ended it,

but She didnt know that when She ended ,

He started.

-TRGeneral

If God gave me a choice to live life again,

i wont regret and wont look back,

i'll do the same as for you're now beside me.

The Only regret i have is not seeing you smiling like before,

not being as happy as before,

not being as blessed as before

I can only blame myself as it is I who made the choice in the process

that led to quarrels and arguement.

I can only pray that One day WE'll be Loved again.

-TRGeneral

*Love, 1 word 4 letters,

Simple yet complicated,

stuffed with emotions, decisions,choices,feelings.....

IDK wad to sae for wad happen so far till nw...

Let Nature Takes It's Course =))

while waiting fer you i'm blogging ><

Lawrence...

这是你曾经给过我的过去

"(♥)
- Hahas, i whr got MIA, is you nvr find me lor =X... okaes TC.. see ya

(♥)
- zZz wads wif the you still alive thing?
HELLO of cox I'm ALIVE hahas, i'm fine. Wad bout you? Still MIA arhs

(♥)
- Idiot -__- i'm not a CAB la .....

(♥)
- STM=You= Super Toot Memory =Xx

(♥)
- -__- you then a Toot toot Bendan =Xx

(♥)
- Bendan tis is wad u wan, so after tis testimonial dun call me names le...
Big bendan lei u -___-

(♥)
- You so gud is it because you're drunk tat's why =Xx hahas

(♥)
- Haiyo for the last tym, I'm NOT A C-A-B!!!...
ok la find 1 day i go find you ...
Blow a twister over to eu.?

(♥)
- I Wont let any Harm come near You de, My Fist are Meant to PROTECT You de.
Yes, i'll Jy and hope you'll too x) Nvr Give Up
Love You*Muacks*

(♥)
- Orh, I LOVE YOU TOO xP,& I'll Owae Remember It derhs x))

(♥)
- Fen Hong Zhu Bao Bao,
I will spend Every Spare Time tat i have
with you de k?
I Miss You Badly too x((
Sry But I've Got No choice =(
I Love You Deepx2 x)
TooT TooT

(♥)
- Diaosss, Dun b so EMO whn i'm nt around k?
JYJY...
^^ ILU Fen Hong Zhu
TooT TooT

(♥)
-x))
I'll Miss you every second,
every Minute,
every hour,
every year,
every lightyear.
and everytime.
^^ Love You Too

(♥)
- Omg lols, liddat u oso noe =3=
Yao Shu lei u , Gt so many things nvr tell me
Dig out everythin soon x))
Love You Super DeepDeep
TooT TooT

(♥)
- No Luhs -__- i dont FLIRT DE OK?
Bao Bei Ni Yao Zao Gu Zhi Zi Hor?

Ai Si Ni De
TooT TooT

(♥)
- Dear Dear Take Care Of ur HEALTH whn i'm nt there k?
I LOVE YOU x))

TooT TooT

(♥)
- Lao Po,zhuWIFEY...
Thks for being SO SWEET !!!
I'm Lovin u more and more as each day pass ...

*MUACKS ILOVEUBEU~

Loving You ALWAYS 24/7
haoHUBBY

(♥)
- zhuWIFEY

You're such a SHA GUA
Relationship is bound to meet with some ups&downs de, it's about gives and takes lyk hw a person fly a kite, if one pull TOO HARD it'll SNAP, if it's LOOSEN it'll fly away. My Trust for you is there x)

(♥)
- Those are nt call suffering but are known as TesT Of Love, it is there to test us de wor and we've made it throught so far.
These TesTs are nth compare to my love for you. =))

FATE has brought us TOGETHER and it is up to us if we can PULL THROUGH TOGETHER, i'm more then willing to find FOREVER with you x)
MUACKS!

Loving You Always 24/7
haoHUBBY

(♥)
- Lao po, nxt tym dun even let that thought enter ur mind k?
Cause i wont even think about it de x)
I LOVE YOU!!!
haoHUBBY

(♥)
- OMG *STUNT*, Lao Po...
Hw come u got tat pic of mine? =3=
When did u steal it de luhs?
Hw SWEET of u wor 2 make e pic x)
Ai Shu Ni luhs *Hai Xiu* hahas
LOVE YOU LOADS LOADS
haoHubby

(♥)
- hMmpx. WIFEY arhs, I'll try my best to take off on weekends to ACCOMPANY YOU ONLY de k?

(♥)
- I'm sorry tat tis few weekend kena burn x( i too feel sad bout it...

(♥)
- I LOVE You Too...MUACKS

Lovin You Always
24/7 31/31 365/365
NO MC NO OFF NO PH NO EXCUSES
haoHUBBY

(♥)
- hahas~ Sha Gua ...
I Wont Mind ur attitude de la cox i know smth happened ...

Dun Nid sae sorry , Ai Ni Wor.

Loving You Always
24/7 31/31 365/365
NO MC,NO OFF, NO PH, NO EXCUSES.
haoHUBBY

(♥)
- Wifey arhs~

I Love You Too~
Dun go and care bout hw much i'm spendin k?
AI NI WOR~

MUACKS MUACKS MUACKS
Thks for Stayin by me for so long LOVE YA^^

LOving You Always

24/7 31/31 365/365
No Off No PH No Excuse No Leave No MC
haoHUBBY

(♥)
- hMmpx,Sorry fer causin u the Ucler wor dear...
Wo Yi Huo Hui Xiao Xin Yi Dian de wor =))
*Sayang~

Lovin You Always

24/7,31/31,365/365,
NO PH,NO OFF,NO LEAVE,NO EXCUSE

haoHUBBY

(♥)
- MIA ???
CANNOT ...

(♥)
- Lao Po arhs~
Dun TTM kaes?
I'll b thr for you as and when u nid me ^^

ilubeu~!!!

Loving You ALWAYS
haoHUBBY

(♥)
- I'm REALLY TOUCHED/GAN DONG by wad u said todae,
thks for letting me know that U'll TURN BACK.^^

I'm sry tat i've hurt u e past but i'll try my best to not hurt u anymore, and I WILL LOVE YOU even more x))

LOVING YOU ALWAYS
24/7
31/31
365/365
No OFF, No PH,No Leave
haoHUBBY

(♥)
- i miss you too~
*hugs*

(♥)
- hMmPx tired nehs... gng wake u up later @ 7am kaka~

(♥)
- Sleeply Piiggy ^__^
ILUbeu~

Loving You Always
24/24 31/31 365/365
NO OFF, NO MC, NO EXCUSES, NO PH
haoHUBBY


(♥)
- HmMpx finally Met up...
But time flies when we're together hor?

(♥)
- I'll Cherish every moments tat we're spendin x)
ILU my Bao Bei baby
Muacks~

Loving you always
24/24 31/31 365/365
NO OFF, NO MC, NO EXCUSES, NO PH
haoHUBBY

(♥)
- Dont care them le luhs lols~
yea? regreted...

(♥)
- Nvm I Love You hahas~
WHO CARES BOUT OTHER THINGS NOT RELATED TO US Xd RIGHT?

Loving You Always
24/24 31/31 365/365
NO OFF, NO MC, NO EXCUSES, NO PH
haoHUBBY

(♥)
- Sha Gua, lyk i said le, tis kinda things are trouble.
If can dont go care ma ...
Anyway I just need you by my side and if you got any problems, I'll SLOVE it for you..

I love you my Bao bei Sha Gua x3 ai ni~

Loving You Always
24/24 31/31 365/365
NO OFF, NO MC, NO EXCUSES, NO PH
haoHUBBY

(♥)
- HAPPY 2ND MONTH MY WIFEY...
ILU DEEP DEEP.
Loving YOU very very deeply and very much.
x)) Thks for everything you gave me.
We've been through alot and we've made it so far ^__^
Let's continue and find OUR FOREVER TOGETHER...

I Love You.

Loving You Always
24/24 31/31 365/365
NO OFF, NO MC, NO EXCUSES, NO PH
haoHUBBY

(♥)
- Sha Gua Baby, Ai shu ni le *Gan Dong tat you came over xD xD...

(♥)
- hMmpx dun go think so much k ? ILU...

(♥)
- Saying I Love You,
It's nt being said from e Mouth or
typed from e computer,
It come from a Person( which is me) loving you so deeply tat he want you to know his feeling...

It come from his heart to his mind then to e com thn to you.
I LOVE YOU... Ai Ni Ai Dao Lao~

Loving You Always
24/24 31/31 365/365
NO OFF, NO MC, NO EXCUSES, NO PH
haoHUBBY

(♥)
- Orh... I Misss you three xD

(♥)
- Ai ni ai dao lao~
MUACKS*

Loving You Always
24/24 31/31 365/365
NO OFF, NO MC, NO EXCUSES, NO PH
haoHUBBY

(♥)
- T_T Just sae sae only marhs =3=
You oso liddat dex))
Dear I'll miss you tis few days de ...
Cant slp wor lols cox thinkin of you .

*MmMmmmmm Muacks
Loving You Always
24/24 31/31 365/365
NO OFF, NO MC, NO EXCUSES, NO PH
haoHUBBY

(♥)
- ... Tired marhs T_T...
thn you reply so fast hahas =Xx
hMmpx piak ur pipi arhs...

*Mmmmm Muacks
Loving You Always
24/24 31/31 365/365
NO OFF, NO MC, NO EXCUSES, NO PH
haoHUBBY

(♥)
- !!! * Piak ni de pipi~ xD

wahaha~

(♥)
- Sha Ga Bao bao,
I love yoos~ MUACKS!!!

Loving You Always
24/24 30/30 365/365
NO OFF, NO MC, NO EXCUSES, NO PH
haoHUBBY-Bendan Lao Gong

(♥)
- sorry, tat i've broke my lil promises with you ...

Loving You Always
24/24 30/30 365/365
NO OFF, NO MC, NO EXCUSES, NO PH
haoHUBBY

(♥)
- hMmpx chatted to you till u Oiinks Oiinks agn wor zhu Lao Po...
Sha Gua, is my voice really such a lullaby to eu xD.

(♥)
- Sorry fer e day, I'll try my best to send u my Omelette Tmr xD, Hope i can wake up xD, i'm gonna add some specials in it x))

I Love You (\)(^_^)(/) * Hugsss

Loving You Always
24/24 30/30 365/365
NO OFF, NO MC, NO EXCUSES, NO PH
haoHUBBY

(♥)
- Sayin anything now may not help but i just want to let you know,

I LOVE YOU ...

Loving You Always
24/24 30/30 365/365
NO OFF, NO MC, NO EXCUSES, NO PH
haoHUBBY

(♥)
- So Sorry to have let u waited for 3 hours tat dae ... x(

I really didnt mean it i really hope tat day was actually a very happy 1, but in e end it's jus a pleseant 1 for u sorry my dear i've let u down TWICE T_T...

Loving You Always
24/24 30/30 365/365
NO OFF, NO MC, NO EXCUSES, NO PH
haoHUBBY

(♥)
- EEE to Felicia, don anyhowsntch my GF hor !!!
u 24/7 nia i already 27/7 liao nehs wahaha^^

(♥)
- Sha Gua Lao Po xD
wahaha, xin fu bahs tat dae ^___^
Let us JYJYJY!!! * MMmmmMMm MUACKS ai ni

Loving You Always
27/24 30/30 365/365
NO OFF, NO MC, NO EXCUSES, NO PH
haoHUBBY-Bendan Lao Gong

(♥)
- Sha Gua Lao Po,
we've brave through some storms and twister and we've endure pass it.

xD HAPPY 3RD MONTH !!! xD
(\)(^_^)(/) *HUGSS!!!

Let's continue to find out our Forever TOGETHER hao ma?

Loving You Always
27/24 30/30 365/365
NO OFF, NO MC, NO EXCUSES, NO PH
haoHUBBY-Bendan Lao Gong

(♥)
- Sha Gua Lao Po, e other 1 day got 27 hour, 24 is in e day, 3 is in ur dreams lookin after you marhs xD

ilubeu, * MmMmmm MUACKS

Loving You Always
27/24 30/30 365/365
NO OFF, NO MC, NO EXCUSES, NO PH
haoHUBBY-Bendan Lao Gong

(♥)
- Sha Gua Lao Po x))
Did you enjoy our 4th month?
Ilubeu *mMmmmm Muacks

Loving You Always
27/24 30/30 365/365
NO OFF, NO MC, NO EXCUSES, NO PH
haoHUBBY-Bendan Lao Gong

(♥)
- Wahaha, Bee Bee...
Here's ur comment LOLS~

buh buh ^_^

ilubeu~

Loving YOU Always
haoHUBBY!!!
27/24,365/365,31/31
NO MC,NO PH, NO OFF...

(♥)
- YawnzZzz... * Piak ur pipi~

(♥)
- ^^ i oso nvr sae u dont mean it...
SHA GUA

(♥)
- Hahas, Sorry to wake u up on e fone jus now =Xx

(♥)
- HAPPY 5th MONTH my Bee Bee!!!
See See, we've made it through another month ^^...
So many more to go ya?
ILUBEU!!!
and i'm not Stupid =3=.

(♥)
- Ai Ni Shi Wo De Zhe Ren , *MUACKS,
Wo Ai Ni!
(\)(^_^)(/)*HUGGIES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

(♥)
- Just Dropping by to say,
I LOVE Yoos!!!
xD ^_^ Bee bee few more min to our 5th MONTH le !!!

i'm Glad tat you're still by MY SIDE ^__^* Muacks!!!

(\)(T_T)(/) ilubeu Always ... xP

(♥)
- Sha Gua... Tmr we're meeting x))
wahaha gng swimm swimm, u wont drown tis tym ryte?

(♥)
- Sayang de bee bee, i love yoos...

(♥)
- Sha Gua zhen de dui bu qi wor x((
Hope ya forgive me ...

(♥)
- ??? wei wei still angwee ar?
dun angwee le luhs?

(♥)
- Bee Bee ar...
So sian wor, you ar better don lei huai zhi zi ar...
Sha gua ... imu~

(♥)
- Must piak ur pipi le la -__- lols
jyjyjy @ work k? ilubeu!!!

(♥)
- Don angwee le luhs T_T

(♥)
- Sha Gua

(♥)
- haiyo, flu liao wor u -__-
tc urself more k? i'll go find u later x))

(♥)
- Bee bee ar x))...
xin ku wor @ ur workin place?
Raining now wor, cold de hua must go drink hot drinks ok?
don catch a cold k?

Loving you Always~
haoHUBBY
24/7. 31/31. 365/365.
No Off, No MC, No Ph, No Excuses :))

(♥)
- Bee Bee x)) wahahas, dun sian sian in office luhs ^^
jyjyjy~
i'll call u whn u fang gong~

(♥)
- Sleeply Head, you MUST be in Lala~ Land nw ...
Swt Dreams ya? Tmr i'll try to wakey You up xD.
Rem to Cover ur Blankie!!!
Nytee Lights Out.

(♥)
- Bee Bee :))
Jus drop by to sae ILU ^_^

(♥)
- Brace urself up gal ^^
Think of wad's fer lunch tmr le ma =3= ^^
Luv ya~

(♥)
- Mahjong Mahjong ^^
dunNo later will win ma hahas,
wish u gud luk too may e best one WIN x))
Hubby loves you LOADS !!!!!!!

(♥)
- hMmPX Seems lyk i didnt giib u a Comment fer so Long le wahaha...
@ least i gt write ok nt lyk u Think le thn RUN LOLS~

ilu..."




Its the simpliest thing on earth as stated / as felt above that makes me the happiest girl in the world in the past,
but yet it became the hardest thing to do on earth to make me the happiest girl in the world now, again.


Cherished is all i had to say to everyone,
including myself now. ;)

Signing Off, JolandaLMC.

guess that i wont be blogging here anymore.
not anymore memories to be added on here at this point of time.
so anything do contact me by msn or facebook.
with my number derhs, just give me a call yahs?
remember, i am just a call away.

BYE ;)

幸福又离我而去了:'(

Browsing through my Friendster because nothing better to do,
saw all the comments you wrote for me in the past,
so much of happiness in the past, so much of sweetness that I’m really afraid of getting diabetes in future!

But if I could, I would rather let the time stop at that moment.



Do guys know what makes a girl feel bad?
Is that when a girl really thought of crying, feel like crying, she doesn’t have any tears anymore. :’(
Is that when a girl really thought of putting everything in, giving in so much, loving the guy even more, control her bad temper more, shut herself no matter how unhappy she is, give her boy whatever he wanted, sacrifice everything just to see her guy, could make a guy dotes on her more, love her even more, give her more of his attention, make him stay with her, but yet she find that things doesn’t turn out to be what she hoped. :’(
Is that when a girl is really that tired out, that sick, but yet she waited for her guy to call after his work just to chat a lil while, but ended up quarreling, ended up got blame for being quiet. :’(
Is that when everything she did, the 1st thing that came over her is her guy, her guy’s family, but ended up, everything went wrong. :’(
Is that when she realize she have to accept whatever it is happening to her, making her tired, sick, disappointed, because she can’t let go off her guy. :’(
Is that when she knows that 幸福其实根本就不属于她的，she still tries very hard to get her happiness, tries very hard to grab hold of it. But she found out that she couldn’t :’(

Squatting down in the toilet just now, smoking, felt very terrible, but yet no tears are rolling down her cheeks, took a penknife, but din injured myself, hit the wall, but doesn’t feel pain at all.

Thinking back of the 1st time he called me using his buddy’s phone, at that point of time, I’m crying in the toilet, smoking, cutting myself, hitting the wall, he was worried and called me up, consoling me, trying to cheer me up and he even wanted to come down to look for me in the middle of the night. He was concern about me, worried about me, but now everything was changed. When I’m down, he no longer tried to cheer me up, he no longer come down to accompany me, he no longer give me a hug. :’(.

Looking at myself now, crying on my bed, crying in the blanket, without anyone realizing, typing while crying making my keyboard wet. Asking myself. why haven I grown up a lil? Why am I still doing stuffs that I had been doing for past 10yrs? Why am I still so useless when I am in a relationship? Why am I the only one who got blamed whenever things got wrong? Am I really at fault for everything that happened tonight? Why must everything turn out this way? What more should I do to keep my happiness with me?
I don’t know.

Hais, I really don’t know anything anymore.
I’m really very tired. :’(

& I’ve got no idea why I am falling sick so often, maybe due to bad weather? Maybe is too tired emotionally? Maybe is my body telling brain is time to take a break from everything?
I don’t know.

I’m breaking down real soon. :’(
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幸福到底是什么?
爱情到底是什么？
难道就像他们所说的，我这种人是不可能得到永远的爱情和幸福的? :’(

我不懂 !!

幸福的一天 :D

Saturdays’

Had ½ day work at office & b came over to fetch me by cabbie due to the HEAVY rain!
& while in the cab to Cine, we zi-lianed. Reached went to buy tickets for “The Ramen Girl” then off to momm momm Pasta Mania~ Overall rated for “The Ramen Girl” : 2.8/5 doesn’t really find it a nice movie, din turn out to be what I thought it was going to be? Bud ah b enjoyed it: D

After watching movie, we trained over to City Hall! & walked all the way to Esplanade! *sorry for spelling error yahs?* & I did many stunts while walking the under path! LOLS!
Bud we still had a great time doing stupid things like this, bud sad to say~ we never take any pictures! Then sat down, chatted a lot & saw one Indian women & her Man, Man = Photographer, Woman = Model, posting here & there! Then I ask b, “Are they really model or something? “ & b replied “WAH! Like that their company very budget!” ROFL! So lame lurhs~ then before leaving saw 2 couples French-kissing behind the bush? =.=” as if they are competing “WHO CAN FRENCH KISS LONGER!” LMAO!

Then trained over to Bugis again! & I bought my new make up remover & Maybeline creamy gel eyeliner! & ah b sponsor 10 bucks for it :D after that went SheeSha! Bud din managed to find the SheeSha shop that ah b wanted to go & I brought b to a wrong road, ended losing our way in, so ended up cab over to Haji lane! LOLS! Wasted 10 bucks :’(
Then b brought me walked one big round so ended up settled down in one SheeSha shop nearby.

& for the whole day,B & I kept on eating potato wedges! Whether is watching movie or SheeSha-ing! Loved it so much ^^ & while SheeSha-ing, there is like a group of Indians people again! SUPER NOISY! Bud can see they enjoyed the gathering very much! Thinking back, it had been a while ever since I had such a gathering! Ahhh! Miss the past so much! So much!

Then after SheeSha-ing, we cab back to my house, changed & went down to slack again!
Chatted again, sung again! Then went over to the 7/11 to buy drinks & settled down at a nearby void deck again! Been playing, laughing, suan-ing & learning new games! HAHA!
Really had a good time, TILL! *PONG* we looked over where the sound came from, & saw a man lying on the middle of the road! LIKE OMFG! We faster take our belongings & chiong-ed over! Called the ambulance & bought some water for the Malay old man!
And before the ambulance came, the old man walked again! & finally the ambulance is here; b brought them to the old man & did some checking on him & went off. & after a big shocked, b & me continued the games & laughter. * Luckily, no-one called the police, HAHA!*

Then ah b, send me home around 1-3-am? & I went over to B’s place the 1st thing in the morning.

Okays,
So let me end this post with our 恩爱 picture :D

我自己的幸福，我要自己争取。

back posting!
budd doesnt know what to start of with..
so many stuffs running in my mind~
wana scream on top of my voice!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~
budd doesnt haf th chance to.. ;(

on sunday~
[BROKE & PATCHED]
suppose to be a Happy Mummy Day Celebration..
budd i ruined it..
i know imm very bad to choose th day to say this kind of stuff with him..
tried to control..budd i lost it..
couldnt control..
anyway..
these few days, many ppl scold me..blame me for hurting him again..asking me y i like tat..?
budd i really din mean it too..
who knows what imm gg through also? who knows what imm thinking?No one what.?
i know he treats me very well & i know what causes us to be like that
imm at fault too.i admit, imm a coward whenever there is a problem, i will
try to avoid~avoid~avoid~ budd yet i regreted in th end & tried to save back.
thats me. isn't it? at least imm trying to save back isn't it? lols..
budd of cosh i know, its too late.. .. .. ..

Had a chat with him on sunday,

he say " 你不觉得now 的我，当你说break，我就说ok ，break lorh break lorh."
my thoughts : when i heard this, my heart broked x/3.turn dumb..cant think of anything to say anymore..
cosh i know, i got no right to.. we total, broke 3 times.. n imm th 1 who say 2 times out of 3.. :'(

he say " imm trying very hard to be a good brother, good son & a good boyf."
my thoughts : i know yoo are trying very hard to be a good bro,good son & good bf..budd i oso
know yoo tried harder to be a good bro & good son.isn't it?

he say " becox of our r/s, i neglected my family, my sibilings. & now imm trying hard to improve to be a better bro & son, am i wrong?"
my thoughts : no.. yoo are not wrong.. imm wrong for keeping my boyf to myself in th past budd nvr let
yoo to accompany with yor family more..imm wrong to be selfish & jealous over your family...

he say "becox of our breakups, i understand that, gf will leave one day budd family doesn't"
my thoughs : true barhs. your family have always been there for yoo, imm always the one saying
wanting to leave yoo budd again n again i cant leave yoo.. haiish.. sorry :'(

he say " 2 more big blow, i will let the monster in me out, once its out, i will hack care alot of stuffs."
my thoughts : it will be my fault if th monster of yoo come out.. isn't it? *blaming myself*

he say " actually there should be 3 more big blow, budd cosh of watever happen just now, it become
2 & it will not increase back anymore."
my thoughts : really felt very sad to hear this.. budd since it cant increase back anymore.. i can only help to
maintain it?..using my best...

yup, this is what happen on sunday..
& from there i tink i learn & understand alot of stuff.
mayb i have grow up? mayb imm acting to be a grown up?
mayb cosh i think too much, i finally get to know what i actually wanted in
the end from this r/s..from him..
i have decided to put in everything, whether i can do it or can't, whether i
like whatever imm dg or i hate whatever imm dg..i will still try my best to
give him whatever he wants from me.. eventhough i know the more i give,
he will ask for even more.. humans, not only him..including me is the same..
bud now, i won't ask him for any 100% anymore.. not 100% of time, not 100% of love, not 100% of care, not 100% of concern, not 100% of understanding, not 100% of dotes, not
100% of loyalty.. everything that he gave me doesn't nid to be 100% anymore.. cosh i know.. as long as i wan this r/s to last.. as long as i wan this r/s to be a happy one.. i can't. budd
whatever it is, i will try my best to be more understanding towards him.. & be there for him whenever he needs me..

eventhough this r/s might not turn out to be what i hoped for..
might get hurt again & i can't stand up anymore..
might get betrayed.. so on n so for..
budd i know at least i wont regret, at least i know that imm always giving him my best to be a good girlfriend of his.

so peeps!
wish me best of luck yahs?
:DD

刘美珍，你一定要让他幸福哦 ! ^.^

& imm so excited about Saturday!

gonna cycle? gonna sing k? gonna lie on th floor looking at the shining stars?

& just most importantly,

its just,

HIM & ME.

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won't be posting anymore for time being.
BYE.

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我们在一起的一年一个月零八天.

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falling into pieces..i know i will one day......

Day Out~

back blogging after 5 days!
been playing facebook, th game: Who Has The Biggest Brain!
& shytt!! ahbee is clever than me! LOLS!
dhen been pei-ing ahbee , ahjie & ahgao!
that stupid LAOCHUNAN *refering to ahgao*!! LOLS!
k lurhs. tats all lerhs! :DD

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