12.2.09

Things Will Not Be The Same Anymore!


afternoon everyone!
had a bad dream ytd.budd kinda of stupid lurhs!
nearly got killed in th dream, budd my neighbour's screams woke me up =.="

anyway! imm really getting fk up over this job!
n i really meant by fk up lurhs! PUACHEEBYEE!
haiish, hopefully i could get another job soon? T_T

& valentimes day is coming,yet i haven thought of wad to buy for him =.=!
&&&&& it was th 1st time imm spending my Vday with the status being attached!
shocked barhs? having so many bf in th past yet nvr had a Vday celebration with any of my boyf. =.="

& soon it will be MrLau's bday!
at th same time is tat bastard bday oso!
budd is oso a day tat i wnt ever 4gt! lols!
afterall, i know this yr of tat day, WILL NOT BE THE SAME!!
cosh i will be at home celebrating Mr.Lau's bday! :DD

ok lurhs, thats all for now? :D
bye peeps! :D
hMmpx recently been through loads of ups n downs,
@ both work and relationship,
but no matter wad mistakes i've made it cannot be erase/undo anymore.
Now the only solution is for me to prefect everything and undersand abit more
no matter wad things other ppl said around me i'll just filter and absorb in e good and
throw out all e nonsense.
Now @ least things sems better through more communicating thn e past few days
and i'm glad =))
No matter wad happens i'm still giving in my very 100%.
your V Day challenge is really quite headach,
with a budget of 19.90 tat u set, u wanna a romantic day..
hMmpx i gt an idea but dunno if it works out?
Hope it does ^^
It's a secret, jus lyk ur v day present ^__^
Just w8 n see bahs bee!!!
Hubby loves u!~

7.2.09

Not Now...


i hasn't been controlling myself.
don even feel lyk giving in anymore.
(budd maybb to yoo, i have nvr ever give in b4.)
as th time goes by, both of us changed.
lyk wad yoo sayy to me in th past,
my walls are high & its getting higher as th days goes by.
i gt no idea wads wrong with me too.
everytime i juz wan to have a nice date with him,
we will always ended up quareling?
& both of us will act as nth had happened?
i mean i dnt lyk tat way, i felt bad...
mayb we should talk out?
budd to be honest, i dnt have th mood to..i dnt feel lyk too.. haiish.
many times i really feel lyk giving up.
imm juz tired.....
of cosh, i cant blame him only for wad happen between us.
to me now, he is lyk a young chap? & imm lyk a so-called matured woman?
i no longer think lyk hw i thought about things in th past.
we seems to be facing a very big communication error?
so B, don ask me lyk wad yoo did on thursday.
cosh i dnt oe how to tell yoo. i dnt oe wad to tok to yoo.
maybb i have shut myself up alrdy? sry..


i know he have been keeping stuffs in himself.
budd me too. i gt no1 to fall back on, not even to my closest person.
i dnt have th feelings lyk i had in th past, whereby i could tell myself tat i could depend on this man, yes i can. budd now, i would ask myself.
is this man really someone dependable?
its different.

budd of cosh. i do love him tats y i have been hanging on.
i guess he is th same too.
cosh even if i cant feel him anymore,
th ppl ard us have been telling me
"yoo meant alot to him" , "he really loves yoo alot" , "maybb if yoo all really ended, he might jump down a building leh!" .
& at th end i agree with them too. LMAO!


budd currently,
even after i posted this entry, i dnt wana tok about it yet.
maybb one day. budd seriously not now.
cosh isn't th time yet. ;(


3.2.09

BUSY BUSY BUSY GIRL!


HOHOHOHO!
my blog seems to be so dead lurhs!
anyway disowned one daddie. xP
soooo imm so left with one COWPAPA! :DD
th best daddy i ever had? ^^
gonna meet up with him soon lurhs!
anyway~ found a website for editing of pictures!
& HAHA! imm being naughty about it! HEHES!

okayys! back to topic!
have been meeting up with bee,sis & bro!
slack,crapp & majong-ed!

so i haf been been hanging ard sk guaaa~
&&&!
i have watched

Wedding Game, 大喜事 @ TM。
went with lyk group of 12? =.=" maciam go pia zui lyk tat zZz..
was funnyyyy & touching in some of th parts. (too lazy to elaborate!)
so i gave it 4✰/5✰

another show is,

All Well's Ends Well, 家有喜事 @ PS。
went to watched with bee.
anyway, this show was'nt up to my expectations.
not funny enough, not touching enuff.
was kinda boring? =.="
budd overall still alright. (:
so i gave it 3✰/5✰

THEN ONE BAD THING IS!!!!
i still got many movies tat i wanted to watched! ;(

Love Matters, 幸福万岁。


Hotels For Dogs.


Confessions of a Shopaholic.


He's Just Not That Into You.

Marley & Me


So, who wana treat me to a movie? :DD
okays lurhs!
tats all!
:DD