Gaps got bigger :(

Boyf & i am facing some problem here, i guessed.
is either he is Mr Lai or i am Ms Lai,
went to a couple of places yesterday.
nearly quarrel again & again,
& i have learn my lesson, "never go shopping with him ever again".
many times when i don't even find that i am wrong giving him attitude after he shows me his attitude, he says i am.
when he talk in a harsh tone, he don't find himself wrong, & he repeat that sentence again in another tone which makes himself sounds better!

& i don't go shopping every time.
It's only when the CNY is coming, i find that there is a need to shop & so i did.
So is it my fault to go a lot of places to take a look? Is it my fault that i don't know the way there? Is it my fault that i take a longer time to look at stuffs?

& as i don't shop often, we don't go any other place except PlazaSing for movie, Sengkang (your place) for slacking/majong, Tampines (my place) for slacking/majong, Tampines Mall/Century Square for movie, Bugis for shee-sha , Hougang Mall for dessert, Pasir Ris (Park) for cycling/picnic with your family. I mean that's our routine when we meet up what.

So how well do you want me to remember the route & stuff?
How fast do i have to take to buy my stuffs so that you wouldn't sweat so much that makes you keep on asking me "can we go home & bathe first?"?

I mean it isn't logical lorhs.
I can't even shop happily for once or twice in a year!
*GOSH, FUCKING ANGRY LORHS!*


Then today,
stay at our own place doing spring cleaning. *damn tired*
& i don't understand why he can take a longer time than me in doing spring cleaning.
I am doing the whole place & him only his room. (:
still hoping he would come down & accompany me after he is done.
But he says he is tired & busy cleaning his room so won't be meeting today.
DISAPPOINTED. :(

Boyf have been spending little time with me already.
We hardly even talk when he is in camp.
& he says he needs me to be more understanding towards him,
as he will be spending more time driving than in our relationship,
& he will commit more in his driving than our relationship.
But sadly, i realize i can't.
Cause when he is out of camp,
i will also only be given less than 24 hours to be with him,
& we hardly converse too.

So please teach me,
how to maintain a relationship without enough time being spend together
& without having enough conversation.
:(


PS:
i had listened to both party story & it's different!
Who should i trust? Who should i listen to?
It's getting irritating! :@

大姨妈 ah 大姨妈!

Happy Belated 22nd Monthsary Baby! (:


Spent the day with boyf,
bus-ed down to sengkang after work.
The cramps are really killing me!
Fucking hate when 大姨妈 visits me :(
But lucky me, my 大姨妈 doesn't visits me every month! :)

& people!
I am addicted to the ZOO GAME in facebook!
(: So do join me alright?! D:

Had my lunch & just finished doing the 2nd shipment!
Hate shipment that comes by air!
Couldn't cope with the paperwork even though it is suppose to be easier than the paperwork to be done for sea shipment!

So tired & shagged!
All because of 大姨妈!
GOSH :(

There is a limit to everything.

Friday,
Meet up boyf after work till 12+am receive messages and calls from slutsist & mummy,
then cabbed down to CGH with my fastest speed.
But anyway, things are better now (:

Saturday,
Went to meet boyf at sengkang.
Bused back to Tampines met up with slutsist, & trained to Bugis.
Slutsist did some shopping for her cny clothing and sent her back.
After then, went down sengkang again & majong-ed. & at the start of the game, i lost everything! but glad that at the end of the game i won back everything. (:
& home around 2am. (:





Sunday,
Went to T1, TM & CS.
Bought 1 set of my cny clothing, spent around $70++ :(
home for dinner & sent boyf off around 10pm.
watched tv & off to bed around 12+am.

Monday,
Having Monday Blues!
am so tiring today!
didn't have enough rest recently!
& cny is coming! so stress & broke!
GOSH! 1st time ever hate cny so much! :(
Anyway, did a cny card for the whole day!
guess i will be sleeping early today. (:

Bye♥.


P/S:
I guess i had enough. There is a limit for everything. Including lending a Helping Hand. When i tried so much to help & yet wasn't appreciated.
Every time when i tried so hard to solve a problem that wasn't mine at all,
you created more things for me to solve.
& everything that i had solved on your behalf turn back to square one. (THANKS.)
Happily enjoying the life you are having now, yet i am the one who is there helping you to solve the problem you have created again & again.
Everyone was like telling me you are just making used of me, all the rumors i heard, all the back stabs you have said behind me, i knew it all along, but i just kept shut. & something i don't want to admit but i have to,
you are really very selfish.

- for this part of the post, only people who have been closed enough to me shall know whom i am referring to. For those who doesn't know please keep your mouth shut & don't question.

Love My Hair Now! D:

Highlighted my hair for only $20.00 at Hougang!
GOSH! *so ugly* ;(
the highlights(copper bronze) doesn't match my base colour (violet red) at all! so, went to re-dye my hair! (ash brown)
& all my highlights turn ash green! D:


again, thinking of having extensions done before Chinese New Year.
but i have already spend like $180++ on my hair already!
& don't think i have anymore spare cash for other stuffs already! :(
So let's hope and pray i could strike 4D or TOTO to get other things done! D: ok lurhs.
just a short post here!
gonna post soon with more pictures uploaded! D:

BYE♥.

& before i go off,
i have got a nice poem to share with you peeps just for laughs!

" Life is so sad
You are so fat
Don't say i am bad
Cause that's a fact "

HAHAHAHAHA!
D:

Colourful post D:

Hello Bloggy!

I had my hair dyed yesterday after work!
VIOLET+RED,
but seems to be like BLACK instead.


gonna highlight my hair with either PINK or VAMPIRE RED soon! D:



then reach home help bodohsis & mum dye their hair.
finally success in covering mum's white hair!
I AM SO PROUD OF MYSELF!
D:D:


then was wondering where to go on Saturday with boyf.
town or stay home?


feel like majonging on weekend night! D:
& i really need to get my contact lens soon!
turning blind already!


AND AND LASTLY!
my gum hurts so much!
there is even a crack behind my swollen gum!
FUCKING PAIN OK?!

FUCK MAN :@

EVERYDAY QUARREL QUARREL & QUARREL!
FUCKING SHIT MAN!
I GIVE UP MAN!
FUCK IT!!!

another quarrel in a month!
getting tired of all this already lurhs!
shit lurhs!

guys are still guys.
wrong don't admit.
whatever they say, they don't even fucking remember.
they just say for the sake of saying man!
& whatever the girl say, they don't fucking put into their heart & mind!
& instead shouting like don't know what at the girl asking , asking & asking!
& they forever got their fucking excuse saying is the girl never say it properly! despite the girl been saying for very long! FUCK RIGHT?!!

I can't get along with him already man!
whatever i say also wrong! i give up also wrong!
whatever shit i did also wrong!

Fuck Man!
If this is because of age gap then fuck it lurh!!

Can't everything just got better?
Or is what we assume that everything got better?

Time needed very much for rest !!

Hello Bloggy!

I Haven been blogging for a few days! (sorry dearest bloggy.)
I am tired & shag! Fucking need a lot of time for resting man!
Had a busy weekend last week & did not have enough rest :(


For Saturday,
Cancelled the trip to pulau ubin! (disappointed /=) So cabbed down to sengkang, met up with boyf & go up his place. Then met up with Adrian & his gf & cabbed down to Bugis. Had Ajisen for lunch & went iluma for movie.

Rated: 3♥/5♥
Fourth Kind is a movie with many argumentative point.
Seems real but yet there are many questions being pointed out among peeps, even with the "original" recording played together with the current film. But still, believing a not is up to the peeps whom had watched this movie. But personally, i don't. But is still a good movie which causes me to think a lot after walking out of the cinema.

"When a UFO is sighted, it is called an encounter of the first kind. When evidence is collected, it is known as an encounter of the second kind. When contact is made with extraterrestrials, it is the third kind. The next level, abduction, is the fourth kind."

& after movie, we went Captains @ Haji-Lane for Shee-Sha! Had rose+mint this time round as apple is out of stock! After that we cabbed down to GEYLANG for 田鸡粥 & durian! & cabbed back to sengkang again, bathe, rest awhile, slack, eat & i cabbed home @ 5+am.

For Sunday,

Woke up by them at 10+am & i am fucking shagged lurhs! Then rest on the bed while waiting for boyf to come over. Bathe & went down to salon with boyf, as he wanted to have his hair "shave"! Got home, changed & prepare, bus-ed over to kimkim's house for 外婆's 76th birthday celebration! Had buffet, played majong, watch them playing volleyball & join them for basketball & went back around 7+pm, as boyf needs to book in. After sending boyf off, went home & watched 爱 & went off to sleep around 9+pm. Too tired & sleepy already so went to sleep even before talking to boyf. (sorry, boyf.:D)


That's all for my weekend!
& that's all for now :)
Bye♥.

Bad Day ;(

Hello Bloggy!


JoL am ultra bored to the max! :(
haven been in best of the mood recently!
cock up in workplace, everything just don't go smooth enough man!
& most importantly, i am so tired & sleepy!
Okay, enough complaints from me!
& now i shall share 2 good news with all of yoo!

1stly.)) Boyf had a new nickname from me!
thinking of it, i have been giving him lots of nicknames after we got together!
& the latest one shall be, DUMBDUMB. *HAHA*

2ndly.)) Boyf has finally pass his TP after 4 tries!
So lousy right?! & for the 4th time he take his TP & failed i still thought that was his 5th try! Luckily my mouth isn't 乌鸦嘴! *HAHAHA*


Okay, thats all for now!!
Bye♥

Monday Blues ;

Hello Bloggy!



I have got a very busy weekend!
But i have been staying home the whole week for family day!
See, I am a good girl okay? *smile*




On NEW YEAR EVE,
Met up boyf at Eunos, cabbed back to sengkang & i cooked our lunch (potato chicken udon)! & wasn't too bad, still edible! *smile* Then went out to count-down around 11+pm at marina square with Adrian & his gf, Boyf & me. Walk around but still cant find a perfect spot to see the fireworks! so in the end we settled down at the opposite of esplanade, & while waiting for the fireworks, i call mei @ 12am! to say happy birthday to her (i am a good sis right? :D) & went off after awhile as we didn't get to see the full fireworks. Actually wanted to go geylang & eat, but in the end, was canceled and went back with boyf's father and bro. Back at sengkang, ate steamboat and went to slack at RC, did the same old thing & back to sleep. D:


On NEW YEAR,
Went home around 4+pm, mummy cook steamboat, so had steamboat again! then relatives and cousins came over & joined us for dinner. Did nothing on new year, but played poker with them. won a few bucks. D: & off to sleep after that.






On 2nd day of NEW YEAR,
went back to work & the married couple (Jennifer & William) send me home! Waited for boyf come over, met up with Adrian after that & went for lunch. Back home, majongg again with mummy. & this time i won a little. D: then ended the game when relatives and cousins came over. Then had steamboat for dinner again then bodohsis and boyf had balloon fight while i playing psp! then bodohsis, boyf and i did some balloon drawings then went over to sengkang for majongg! boyf & i won a little too. Then home around 2+am. Fall asleep as soon as i reach my bed. Can't even remember what i message to boyf which actually made him unhappy. D:


On 3rd day of new year,
Woke up around 1pm+. Was really shagged! then waited for boyf to come over, had steamboat for lunch again & played his psp. Went down to grab some ingredients for steamboat for dinner. & sent boyf off as he need to book in later in the night. & i got really tired & fall asleep around 10+pm.



& as for today,
i am currently in office having serious stomach cramps man! Hate it! Even my gastric hurts so much! Argh! Okays, i guess that's all for now!

Looking forward to this weekend's outing! D:
Bye♥