Gaps got bigger :(

Boyf & i am facing some problem here, i guessed.
is either he is Mr Lai or i am Ms Lai,
went to a couple of places yesterday.
nearly quarrel again & again,
& i have learn my lesson, "never go shopping with him ever again".
many times when i don't even find that i am wrong giving him attitude after he shows me his attitude, he says i am.
when he talk in a harsh tone, he don't find himself wrong, & he repeat that sentence again in another tone which makes himself sounds better!

& i don't go shopping every time.
It's only when the CNY is coming, i find that there is a need to shop & so i did.
So is it my fault to go a lot of places to take a look? Is it my fault that i don't know the way there? Is it my fault that i take a longer time to look at stuffs?

& as i don't shop often, we don't go any other place except PlazaSing for movie, Sengkang (your place) for slacking/majong, Tampines (my place) for slacking/majong, Tampines Mall/Century Square for movie, Bugis for shee-sha , Hougang Mall for dessert, Pasir Ris (Park) for cycling/picnic with your family. I mean that's our routine when we meet up what.

So how well do you want me to remember the route & stuff?
How fast do i have to take to buy my stuffs so that you wouldn't sweat so much that makes you keep on asking me "can we go home & bathe first?"?

I mean it isn't logical lorhs.
I can't even shop happily for once or twice in a year!
*GOSH, FUCKING ANGRY LORHS!*


Then today,
stay at our own place doing spring cleaning. *damn tired*
& i don't understand why he can take a longer time than me in doing spring cleaning.
I am doing the whole place & him only his room. (:
still hoping he would come down & accompany me after he is done.
But he says he is tired & busy cleaning his room so won't be meeting today.
DISAPPOINTED. :(

Boyf have been spending little time with me already.
We hardly even talk when he is in camp.
& he says he needs me to be more understanding towards him,
as he will be spending more time driving than in our relationship,
& he will commit more in his driving than our relationship.
But sadly, i realize i can't.
Cause when he is out of camp,
i will also only be given less than 24 hours to be with him,
& we hardly converse too.

So please teach me,
how to maintain a relationship without enough time being spend together
& without having enough conversation.
:(


PS:
i had listened to both party story & it's different!
Who should i trust? Who should i listen to?
It's getting irritating! :@