First Month Anniversaryy!!

[*EDITED ENTRY*]

ヅ
BACK!!

did a lil prezzi for hubby for our First Month Anniversaryy!!
*shall post the pics of th [prezzi] next time ^^!! *

-UPLOADED!-
BUT HOH. ended up he complaint alot abt it x((
somehow ii felt hurt barhs. cos iish my 1st time dg someting for a boyf.
but hais. dhen ii cried!
IM SUCH A CRYBABY!!
LMAO.
eventhough ii oe guy's words are th opposite.
but still iim hurt. haiis.

bt anyway, is over liao!
& ii am still loving hubby loadz!! x))

dhen an0ther thing,
ii had DISBANDED my 2nd family.
due tuh some reasons that really made me very tired tuh continue tuh hold on tuh my this 2nd fam.
mayb reopeninq an0ther 1 one day?
but now see how first barhs..
anyway!,
haoHUBBY, hanweiLAODI, feliciaMEI & cowPAPA
shall always be my zui ai!
& really thanks for being with me whenever ii am down,
whenever ii need someone, whenever ii am bored,
whenever ii want tuh find pp tuh t0k tuh,
whenever ii wan tuh find ppl tuh slack with me,
from th start till n0w.
ii g0nna be tionq xims tuh eu guys!

♥ILOVEYOUGUYS!!

IREALLYNEEDYOOTHATMUCH!

we.KISSED.

Fire.Of.Our.Love.

I.Simply.Need.Him.

He.Bully.Me.

He.Bully.Me.Again.

I.Have.Long.Tongue.

I.Wana.Hug.Him.



ヅ
BACK!!

lazy tuh bl0g.
so iie shall just update some pictues which iie took with dear!!
& shall bl0g s0me 0ther dayys. :))
so tc peeps!

♥LOVES

IHATEYOO!

was supposed to be a super happy day for me!!
budd everything was spoilt by my DAD?!.
man im lyk fking tired of him alrdy!!
i really gg move out of house.
he is really over my limit!

yaya.so wad im a good gal since small?
so wad i listen to u everytime & have no thinking for myself?
plz l0rhs. im lyk 20 yrs old!! im not 15,not 16?!
even if u are my dad, u are worried abt me.
BUT SO WAD?!
how long more do u wan to control me?
i go out with FRENs, U KP!!i go out with my GANs, U KP!!
i go out with my HUBBY, U KP!!i go out with my COLLEAGUEs, U KP!!
& stop threatening me!!!I BLOODY FKING HATE IT!!
im 20yrs old.i oe wad the fk im dg.
& if im really tired, i will go home & rest!!u got no worry about this!
& im 20yrs old.u think hw long more u can threaten me by hitting me?
i tell u wad, u can hit me all u wan.
but the min u hit me. i will make u lose a daughter.
i mean wad i sae!& tats me!!maybe u should re-understand ur daughter again?
i gt no idea y i cant get my own life?let me do things i wan to do.
i oe hw much i can do. so u can juz trust me with it. isn't it?
& i dnt see any problem with not gg home for 1 nite!
im 20 plz?!& u are taking my freedom away!
& i oe hw to tc of myself. even if i dnt my frens & my hubby is there to tc of me!
im not alone hanging outside isn't it?
k0rk0r can stay at home all he wants, but doesn't mean i have to!
i don't wan a life staying at home & rot till i die!
i work, stressed. reach home use com, U KP!reach home use fone, U OSO KP!
how much u tink i will wan to go home?!
plz lurhs. to me this is not a home!
this is a HELL to me!!

& so wad if im changing bf everytime?
don't u think u have some fault in this?
i really feel lyk telling u str8 at ur face,
MY HUBBY N MY GANs ARE TREATING ME BTR THAN U GUYS DID!!!
if this is wad u call family, then i think u shall be the 2nd family.
& my GANs & HUBBY should be in the 1st family.
and 1 more ting. don't get over sensitive with wad my bf is sayin when he is lyk NOT even toking to u?
& is not im siding him or wadever shyt. but im juz stating the fact!
& wad u said hurts him alot? & he stopped me to argue with u when i reach home?
& this bf is different from the other bf im having & is up to u whether u wan to oe him btr a nt. & if u don't then STFU!

everyone in the family, including the relatives & 2nd old man.
is telling me in this family u dotes the most is me.
why not u ask urself. y do u dotes me the most?
cos im the only child who work till fking tired still need to help out dg the fking house chores?!& if i don't u gonna kp me all the way?!
cos im the only child who u nagg at when u gt n0 money & i have to pray hard to let u tio 4D even if it cost me a serious relationship? don't tell me is 碰巧?
cos tis happen 3 times. & tat fking 3 times is all my serious bgr.ALL.
& for every breakups i have, im hiding inside my blanket crying!
WTF do u oe abt it?!u nvr once concern abt how i feel,
as a dad.. wad did u do for me?
by buying me a fone tat cost 400 bucks when u are broke & telling the whole world abt it? w/o saying tat u are threatening me with the fone?
& do u oe y i choose to get a new sony ericsson fone tat time?
cos i dnt wan to let u control my freedom with a fone! even it cause me to die of hunger!& wad else?by hitting & scolding me when u nort happy??
then wad? cos im gg out to work since small? did u ask urself WHYY?
cos i wanted to get the stuffs i wan with my own money cos i oe u gt no money to buy it for me!!
budd in the end, wad u did huh? scolding me? & do u oe sometings i wanted for years?!months?! tat u not able to buy for me? & i didnt beg u to buy for me?so i can only work & save to buy it for myself. how i feel? did i complaint? I DIDN'T!! & tat time im only 14?!15?!i nid to work after sch?? during holidays?? while the others children are enjoying their life.
yaya, im bad to sae this. im unfilial to sae this?
budd who give a damn?! cos im really fking tired of u guys!!

LISTEN THIS!!
whether u get to know wad i type today a not.
i dnt gib a damn. budd all i can sae.
the more i stay at home the more unhappiness is inside me.
TATS IT!!.

& im moving OUT once i saved my money.

PS TO HUBBY:
im sry if wad my dad today sae / did hurts u.
& ty for saying u won't leave me becos of my dad.
if not i guess i will really break down right infront of u..
cos i no longer wan to lose someone i love cos of him..
& i really don't x((
but if u want to leave, lyk i sae. i will still let go.

but all i can sae is. whether u wan to leave me a n0rt.

it won't change the 关系 im having with them at all.

♥the end;

Another Day..

ヅ
BACK!!

okays. nth much to t0k about?
went to work & went home? guai hoh?.
then left home ard 9+pm lols.
& ton-ed over at dear's place. x))
then slept ard 3-4am? cox went down to slack with his gay.
chat-ed,sho0t-ed,sing-ed,emo-ed?
nth much oso. =.=

then woke up ard 1pm+??
cos kena pulled up by dear. =.=
then went out of his house ard 4+ to 5?
& met mei at PS.

&&! WE WAITED VERY LONG FOR MEI's ARRIVAL!!
then went for dinner at MOSBURGER.
went out to smoke & train-ed back to tampines.
then slack at usual place & they sent me home.
x))

so now waiting for hubby to reach home norhs!
worried abt him? x((
cos he is lyk having very serious headache?hais.
hopefully monkey taking good care of him.
s0bx*

anyway!
meeting mei n hubby tomlo again!
kays. i love them loadx.
hahas. x))
oh yaa. n0rt to 4gt my cow papa also.
x))

NITES PEEP!

loves*

PS: should iie disband myy 2nd family? x((

ILOVEYOO,thatmuch.

ヅ
BACK!!

went to work today!
damn tired & shaggg today! x((
then didn't get to meet hubby today.
cos he is working from 11am till 11pm!
but he did managed to sms me xDD

then during work nth much happen?
just that today boss went bangkok in the afternoon!
& will be coming back on saturday!
so we got no government! YAYYYY*
then we was lyk gambling in office =3=
& i lost quite alot x'((
g0t em0 over it cos im lyk getting shyt cards all the way!!
LYK OMG!!! hais. maybe today n0t my luck in gambling?x((
then i was lyk complaining to hubby! LOLS.
& he said he gg to teach me some tatics. hahas.

then juz edited my friendster profile
& uploaded some pictures!
edit till i gt fk up. & did show hubby attitude =3=
bt i apologised! & he sae nvrm cos he love me!
HAHA!. so cute rite??xP

then now waiting for hubby to fang gong!!
which is in another 37mins!!! ^^
& i will be meeting hubby tomlo! ^^

LOVEHIMDD!

I Cried. ;(

ヅ
BACK!!

w0oh0o~
i pon-ed work today lurhs.
totally no mood to work but went out the house at the same time xP
then dear today took leave to accompany me! ^^
felt guilty oso...cos he today not suppose to pon 1..
hais. x((
bt today go out call dear lyk calling wall =.=
then i start to get very negative lyk ytd?!
so i cried again x((
then dear wake up saw 25 miss calls & don't oe hw many sms from me,
he faster call me l0rhs & i picked up.
then he went down pasir ris to fetch me to his place. x))
reach-ed liao i hungryyyyy go we go mumm mumm !!
then went back his place to slp !!
damn shag & tired lurhs. lols. slept at his sofa after smoking.
& dear sae is the 1st time he find the sofa so nice to slp~
cos have me there! *shy* xDD

then wake up lerhs~
went down slack, saw his GINNAs!
omg. dear is really a ChaoAhBeng!! =.="
then there is lyk 3 bicycles (blue,red&yellow) ride by 4 teenagers!
& their bicycles are lyk so fking UGLY lurhs!
might be cute..but not for them to ride?=.=
cos there is lyk a POWER RANGER HEAD INFRONT OF THE BICYCLE!!
bth lorhs! then i kip telling dear the bicycle very ugly! LOLS!!
then they are lyk diao-ing dear, then when dear diao back,
dear sae they don't wan entertain him.then im lyk LOLS!!.

then slack finish liao, when back to his place again.
rest awhile & went out for dinner! then after dinner went to smoke & go up again.
then waiting for dear to pom pom then send me home x))
so we bus-ed back to pasir ris & chnge to train again to tamp,
then reach tamp ard 9.42pm? then still early so we sat down somewhere.
cos both of us gt very shag and tired lurhs!then suddenly!!!
COW PAPA CALL ME !! xDD
then chat chat chat~then ended up dear join in the chat too! x))
& they 2 very gum l0rhs =.=
then papa was lyk saying, find someday meet up x))
so lets wait til the meet-up day! ^^
then after tat dear send me back home!
& i got very shy abt someting lurhs!
after i reach home! but is a secret! x))
only me & dear oe ^^

then now leh im damn slpy =.=
waiting for dear to reach home & call me!
& now have to wait till friday then can meet dear !
& he gonna fetch me !! ^^

ok lurhs. tats all ^^
LOVEMYHUBBY & ALL PEEPS!!

I Suck That Much. I Know.

i tried my best in everything..
may it be friendship,relationship,family.
i did put in alot in everything..
i did try to be a good fren,a good wifey,
a good daughter and a good sister for them..
but y does everything juz ended up in this way.?

one conclusion:

I SUCK!!!

so many stuffs happen today...

really push me down alot .. ..
really tired le... ...

really wan to leave le... ...

really can't take it anymore... ...

或许今天的我,真的麻木了.

x((

missing my HUBBY

ヅ
BACK!!

quite late now~
nth much today.
went to work as usual!
& they planning to have steamboat in office tomlo x))
got good food to eat lerhs! hehex

then today i missing my HUBBY badly!!!
i wan him back by my side & not letting him go for attachment!
but i oe cant derhs x((
hais. cant imagine wad will happen if he go for his ns x((
then today i have been crying alot lurhs!
feeling guilty cos i made hubby feel bad abt it x((
hais. im such a lousy gf?
x((

anyway~
did 1 skin today~
comment it? x))

tats all~
now waiting to use the fone b4 hubby reach home!!
but i tink hubby reach home i oso still cant use the f0ne!
x((
but nvrm~cos i oe hubby will call me!
^^

HUBBY, 我爱你 !!
so don't wry tat i will leave u cos of ur stupid attachment!
cos i oe i won't. x))
♥hugs.

Felt So Emo. ;(

ヅ
BACK!!

ahh~ felt so emo today. x((
had a chat with papa, or rather a lecture from papa today.
hais. i don't oe wad im tinking after that.
juz felt so down..
wanted to tok to someone?
but who will be my listening ear?
hais. don't dare t0k to my k0rk0r abt it..
cos we not so close..& nvr been so close b4..
i still rmb there is only once i tell him abt hw i feel cos tat thing involve his maple dajie.
hais. im so envy of dear de meimei x((
i oso wan such a k0rk0r lyk dear? hais.
then frens lehs?
i dnt wan bother them with my thingy.
since we drift apart..
cos i have been bz working & accompanying dear..
hais..
I WAN MY DEARDEAR WITH ME!!
but he is working..so yeahs x((
im all alone now?..s0bx*
then went into audi,
a ex-son of mine?
come my audi darl,insulting him till a extent i cant take it?.
i mean he wan to socld then scold infront of me lurhs.
came into the rm & pm to scold my audi darl?
FOR FCUK?!
when my audi darl don't even oe him lurhs!
then pm him ask him nicely.
c'b scolding me lyk fk.
making me more n more h0t!
more n more moodless!
so sunday i gg down xfire find him.
since he t0k till so LAO LAN.so XIA LAN.
tat makes me so DU LAN.
so ya. anyting happen he faced it himself.
hoh? CHEE BYE SUCKER.

then now t0king with gf & mei..
& gf seems very down but yet don't wan to open up..
kip sae nvrm nvrm nvrm!
bt he mind so much abt his gf being disappearing?
hais. don't oe wad he tinking? don't oe wad his gf thinking oso.
bt is their r/s, im only a outsider so i cant sae much.
i can only sae~
GF CHEER UP! x))
cos even w/o her u still have ur frens with you.
so SMILE x))

& mei MIA-ed so long finally come back to me liao!
miss her sio~ x))
hohohohoho!
gonna meet her soon x))
LOVES.

then now~
im getting more & more em0..
have been smoking alot today.. hais.

i tink im too dependent on dear?
hais. lyk a small kid hanging on to him everytime..
think is time to stand up on my own?
cos dear gonna get bz with his attachment..
& he really gt very tired le.
so i oso dnt wan to bother him with my thingy oso liao?
hais.

wad should i do?!

x((

i miss my deardear!

hate this! T.T

dear.. 对不起。

ヅ
BACK!!

+1oo4o8+
pon-ed work met dear in the morning!
since is his off-day & i really g0rt no mood to go to work~
cos of wednesdayy nite. someting happen & i cried for 2 hrs.
but 4gt it don't feel lyk saying it !!
dear fetch me at tamp & we went over his place to rest,play,smoke & some serious talk.
then while we were playing~
i slap-ed dear..
BUT! not on purpose x((
& he gt angry....
then i feel bad too..wanted to apologise?
but then nth came out from my mouth..
then dear hong wo~
i ask him off the lights & i cried..
i oe im a bad gf x((
i don't oe hw to gib him the happiness..
so i can only sae..
dear.. 对不起。 x((
then dear start to quarel wit me over his fault or my fault,
but however~i feel is my fault..
budden cos i cried~dear feel is his fault..
ahh~hais. i btr not cry anymore cos i making dear feel very bad over it.
x((
after awhile we went down to smoke again & we bus-ed to P.R,
train-ed to TAMP.then dear walked me home~& went off.
x))

+11o4o8+
m0rning mood totally spoilt!
wanted to pon work again but cant find dear~so ya~
4gt it =.= lan lan go to work lurhs.
den some tings happen but not to mention if not i guess some peeps are gg to kaerf out.x))
then chiong finish all the work & i got nth to do again x((
so as usual, watch you-tube,f.s,tok craps with my colleagues.x))
till now,started working for 2 weeks liao~
had chat-ed many stuffs with my colleagues.
may it be family problem (counselling them due to their children), past experience (working-life), marriage (how to choose right husband), children (the responsibility of being a parent), death (have to accept it,as is part of life) blablabla~.
i don't oe y im sharing so many stuffs with them,but somehow i feel comfortable with toking to them!x))
& they thought me many stuffs in life.
bt somehow im envy too. x((
anyway~dear came over to fetch me home,as usual x))
then i went home to change & meet him again at my house downstair & went slacking!x))
till 10pm~dear sent me home & went off. x))

+12o4o8+
morning went to work~ then we have been slacking from 8.30am till 1pm!
cos totally gt nth for us to do =.= after we tried to do wad we can?
including cleaning the office ! =.=
so as usual, msn-ed,f.s,blog-hopping,toking craps with them,you-tube-ed.
then suddenly got heavy rain!
& guess wad?
EUNOS GOT FLOODEDDD!!! lyk omg-sh!
1st time im seeing a flood in sg?
ok maybe i abit sua gu..?
but this is really the 1st time i encounter such incident lurhs!
& i really gt excited over it . xP
so i took some pictures~hahahhahaaaa xDD
then today dear went back to work after 2days off.
so kelian de him T.T
nid to work 12hrs? & im lyk slping at home? kekex..
then today fang gong liao~
COW PAPA CALL-ED ME!
omg!imiss-ed him!!!
& we chat alot alot alot!
haha.very long nvr tok to him lerhs!
he told me some stuff & ask-ed me abt dear l0rhs.
nth much~but we t0k-ing n0n-stop for 25mins. xD
then cos i too tired lerhs~then we put down fone~
i go mumm mumm & went to slp xD
then slp awhile~DEAR CALL-ED!
don't oe y i wake up, maybe i waiting for him to call me oso?
bt didn't expect him to call me lurhs. cos he is lyk working marhs xP
bt i did show him some attitude lurhs~bo bian marhs~
he uds de hoh? xP i gt 起床气! not purposely derhs xD
but t0k to him awhile then i jiu ok lerhs~
hohohohoho~
miss him so much x((
then today k0rk0r good mood~
treat me dinner xDD
yum yum* & im very full!
then dear sms-ing me now ^^
gosh~
REALLY MISSING HIM ALOT!
x((
but nvrm~cos he is working hard for his own future!
x))
SO PANG PANG~!
JYJY o!
mwarks*



+WE SPELL -L-O-V-E-+

US; love himx3

us again x))

dear bought for me!

pink for me & black for him x))

i did this for dear ! xD

for dear to see if his miss me! xP

for dear to see if he want to kiss me!xP

+EUNOS FLOOD ON 12o4o8+

*the end*

Bad Day ;(

ヅ
BACK!!

+o7o4o8+
as usual went to work & i am LATE.!
then bf started his attachment~& rushed over to meet me.
eventhough i sae don't have to?.
then he made me waited for him for erm~20-30mins at eunos?
b4 that bf & me have a small quarel~& really spoilt my mood.
then he sms me ard 10+ times & miss call me ard 6 times?
bt i accidentally picked his call in the end =.=
& i was lyk WTF?!
then LL have to pick up lurhs =.=
while waiting~,i smoked~
then bf saw me liao came over..
then kip on apologising.
but the more he apologise the more i felt angry!
then suan liao. i flicked the ciggy away!
& FCUK!
someone came over & sae,
show me ur IC plz.
walan eh . i felt si bei super duper SHAG!!!
& in the end~
i kena fine $200 bucks lurhs. CCB.
then smoked again went to tampines.
went back to bathe & bf waited for me at the usual place.
then went down to find him l0rhs.
slack & slack.emo & emo.
then bf sae i very nan hong.
maybe barhs.i really very nan hong..
but tat day many tings are running through my mind..
bt i kept quiet..& cried silently..
bf didn't realise..& i didnt sae anyting or show him my tears.
then bf send me back ard 10+pm.

+o8o4o8+
woke up late again & was late for work again.
train-ed to eunos again. have been sms-ing bf alot on the way to work.
then work,slack,slp till 5.30pm~
FANG GONG LERHS! then bf came over to fetch me again.
but this time~raining very heavily!! =.=
then bf took tissues to wipe for me lorhs.
& as usual smoke-ed again & train-ed to tampines.
reach liao buy drinks & finger food to mumm mumm~
cos i very hungry! then i kip suan bf gt big BIG BIG tummy!xP
then we play , joke & out of sudden both of us toking abt our counsellor..
then gt emo.very emo. then we had a very serious talk tgt.
& can sae is the 1st time im opening up to him.
telling him how i feel & so on..
& he too telling me his thinkings & tots.
then our plan for our future career & so on.
& our chat lasted for very long.
then realise tat we do have many common areas.
& our pattern, style, thinking is abt the same.
even our injury oso same place.ard the same point of time. =.=
then chat till 10+pm~ he send me home.

+o9o4o8+
i woke up early today!!
but hoh wait-ed for the stupid bus 291 for 30mins.
TMD.
don't oe i so early go out zo mo =.=
& ended up im still late for work.
then today i gt blackout & fainted in office.
is lyk a short nap?. lols.
then bf got very worried abt me & ended up calling me =.=
then today we eat durian in the office! LOLS.
bt is the 1st time i having such a watery durian lurhs.
bt ok lurhs. cos very long nvr eat lerhs! xP
then after tat i don't oe y suddenly gt emo while otw home.
out of sudden,smoke-ed alot..nearly cried out..
& now i dnt even wan to look at my hp lerhs.
turn silent & off vibration.
so don't find me today.?
sry.

k lurhs.
i tink tats all lerhs.
budbye all.

ILOVEYOU,PANGPANG.

ヅ
back!

went bf house ton on sat after work~
but went to his workplace (charcoal) to fetch him~
then go mumm mumm (bk) then go his house~
then rest awhile & den play audi~
then nearly quarel with him over audi~
cos i gt irritated & show attitute.
but alrdy show when resting.
cos i really bth the hot-ness & itchyness & painfulness.!
is lyk shyt l0rhs.the aircon & fan both on.
but im still hot lyk fk. & sweating can?!
so bf~SORRY. T.T
then after dinner went down to slack & smoke~
then c'b derhs. super happening sio~
then we lyk waiting for his friends.
bt we really buei dong liao.
so we ps his fren then went home. cos both of us really shag!
then reach his house i ji tao went to slp. haha.
then afternoon wake up.
bf complaint tat i took up his whole bed space.
cos i lyk slping diagonally then he dnt oe hw to slp.
hohohoho.so after his sis wake up he went to his sis de matress to slp.
then we pomm-ed pomm-ed then went to eat lunch den go slack liao. x))
then went back to his house to rest~
after tat went to audi again.& i guess bf scare to let me audi liao!
cos i will kpkp when i audi-ing. haha. xD
then after dinner,he pomm-ed pomm-ed then sent me back to tamp!
then in bus oso very happening. =.=
reach-ed pasir ris liao~saw his cousin!
& i gt a new nick for bf. hohohoho! (shall tell u all ltr xP)
then go take train to tamp.then he walk-ed me home. x))
otw we have out fun~laughters~lame-ness. haha.x))
then we shift from place to place.
then end up bf see me buei dong liao he sent me home ^^
& we saw my relativeS on the way home.bf *hai xiu* sio. haha
& i ji tao chua sai~so qiao~but don't care lurhs.
fan zheng he sooner or ltr oso nid to meet 1. lols.
then reach-ed home. chat with papa awhile.
& here im blogg-ing. x))
den bf gonna start work tomlo lerhs!!
gonna miss him badly. but nvrm x))
shall meet him on his off-day. x))

ok lurhs.
guess tats all?
nites.

PS-PANGPANG:
i gonna miss u while u are having ur stupid attachment!
& i won't i won't flirt de lurhs!muz have trust in me x))
you then the one DONT FLIRT!!mai luan luan lai behind me =3=
then lastly~
ILOVEYOU,PANGPANG.

27o3o8.

Happy 1 week dear! ♥

happy 1 week dear! ♥

ヅ
back posting!!

dunch really know wad tuh post lurhs.
have been working & meeting bf! x))
kelian derhs bf have been waiting for me at eunos everyday~
cos he waiting for me to fang-gong then send me home.
but of cos b4 tat will go slack slack awhile! x))
so basically nth much lurhs xP

OHH YAAA!
i find bf so sweet lurhs.
but he is always sweet! at least to me x))
he actually go print out the picture that we took & kept it in his wallet.
but of cos he printed 1 for me to put in my wallet too~
so basically ~
my hp wallpaper,screensaver & wallet contains bf. x))

then i nearly made bf cry today~
sry bf, i didn't meant to hurt u derhs.. x((
ILOVEYOU.*
then bf got emo & i feel he is lyk~
SO NEAR YET SO FAR x((
make me nearly cried.. then bf starts to hong wo x))
then everything turns normal x))
then ard 9~ bf send me home!

then i still dnt wish to tok to them.
juz makes me blood boils whenever i talked to them!
then juz now bf is lyk telling me tat his ahma~
asking him to take good care of me! haha xDD
so KAWAIIIIIII~~~
so bf!
u btr take good care of me! x))

then his mummy pms~
cos he have been looking for me so his ezlink card fare finish damn fast~
then bf was lyk saying~
now don't find work liao cant find liao!
then his mummy change topic! haha. x))

his family members SO CUTE LURHS! x))

sigh~nxt week on bf gonna get bz with his work!
so no more sticking tgt! x((
ahh~gonna misssssss himm~~

ok lurhs.
tats all for today! x))

OHH YAAA~
MY BF IS SO GAYYYYYYYYYYYY TODAY LURH!!!
*opps if he see this im dead xP*

current mood: PISS-ED OFF/FCUK-ED UP!!

ヅ
back.


went to work today.
suei lyk fk can?!was late on the 1st day of work x)
bt hohohohoho~nvr kena scold xP
then they treat pizza hut for lunch. as it was my 1st day of work. x))
then everything was ok. kinda of slack for 1st day of work x))
then bf came to fetch me back to tamp after work~
he came over to my house.then went out to slack at same place.
then bf send me home after tat.
& he piggyback me! x))
LOVEIT.
then bf did someting i felt touched lurhs.
lols.guess no1 can be so ben ben lurhs. xP
but ty dear x)
i liked it ~ & i gonna get a wallet soon x))
LOVED.

reach home while eating dinner,
quarell-ed with the fk-ed HER again.
ji tao shout at her.im lyk trying to lyk control dnt argue back.
till she says.
" still ur tat RP ex btr . "
ok then i buei lun liao!i shout back!
" yaya he is sooo good lurhs. trying to 2 time my fren?jio me to patch bt kena reject?jio laumaggie & kena reject?woohOo. tats wad type of guy u looking for as ur son-in-law huh?"
she diam diam. & i gt more hot & damn dulan.
then he came in saying
" halow xiaojie!u are the 1 choosing bf?not us?now kp si mi lj?!"
& i replied.
" i nvr say u wad?!i saying ur WIFE!& ya i choose my own BF.but u all are the 1 commenting!insulting!comparing!MY BF.NOT ME!"
then all diam diam. i walked into the room slamming the door!
& no1 dare to tok to me.
laumaggie tok to me & tio dao.
then he came into the room & tok to me nicely.
i mean plz lorhs.
so wad if u are my parents? u gt no right to interfere my personal life?
i have the right to chose the guy i wan to be with.
i tink im old enuff?i oe wad im dg.
so STOP!!! interfering in my personal life!
I NEED A BREAK!!! then i throw my medicine away.
& i guess im tearing the fking referal letter up.
wad appointment oso nt gg.
wad doctor im oso nt gg to see.
sick till death btr. x))

all i can sae is.
i don't nid a parents lyk tat.
should care derhs. they dnt gib a damn.
should'nt care derhs.care so much for fk?!
i sick wad they do? NTH.
wad poor-bf did?
brought me to the doctor?trying to lower down my temperature using tat icey towel?feeding me with medicine?taking care of me?worry abt me?cheering me up?supporting me?ask me not to be scared?
he didn't juz use MOUTH to say he love me like aaron.
he really proved it with his ACTIONS!!
u guys didn't see it. I DID!!
so stop insulting my bf lyk tat!cos u guys gt NO RIGHT to do it!
& guess wad? bf is lyk trying to put in good words for u all?
asking me not to quarel with u guys? & WTF u all dg?
listen lurhs.
the guy u all choose u all lyk. is a ARSE without a ARSEHOLE.
& no matter wad. I WON'T LEAVE THIS BF OF MINE. cos ILOVEHIM.

-the end, judgement closed.-

budbye.