Felt So Emo. ;(

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ahh~ felt so emo today. x((
had a chat with papa, or rather a lecture from papa today.
hais. i don't oe wad im tinking after that.
juz felt so down..
wanted to tok to someone?
but who will be my listening ear?
hais. don't dare t0k to my k0rk0r abt it..
cos we not so close..& nvr been so close b4..
i still rmb there is only once i tell him abt hw i feel cos tat thing involve his maple dajie.
hais. im so envy of dear de meimei x((
i oso wan such a k0rk0r lyk dear? hais.
then frens lehs?
i dnt wan bother them with my thingy.
since we drift apart..
cos i have been bz working & accompanying dear..
hais..
I WAN MY DEARDEAR WITH ME!!
but he is working..so yeahs x((
im all alone now?..s0bx*
then went into audi,
a ex-son of mine?
come my audi darl,insulting him till a extent i cant take it?.
i mean he wan to socld then scold infront of me lurhs.
came into the rm & pm to scold my audi darl?
FOR FCUK?!
when my audi darl don't even oe him lurhs!
then pm him ask him nicely.
c'b scolding me lyk fk.
making me more n more h0t!
more n more moodless!
so sunday i gg down xfire find him.
since he t0k till so LAO LAN.so XIA LAN.
tat makes me so DU LAN.
so ya. anyting happen he faced it himself.
hoh? CHEE BYE SUCKER.

then now t0king with gf & mei..
& gf seems very down but yet don't wan to open up..
kip sae nvrm nvrm nvrm!
bt he mind so much abt his gf being disappearing?
hais. don't oe wad he tinking? don't oe wad his gf thinking oso.
bt is their r/s, im only a outsider so i cant sae much.
i can only sae~
GF CHEER UP! x))
cos even w/o her u still have ur frens with you.
so SMILE x))

& mei MIA-ed so long finally come back to me liao!
miss her sio~ x))
hohohohoho!
gonna meet her soon x))
LOVES.

then now~
im getting more & more em0..
have been smoking alot today.. hais.

i tink im too dependent on dear?
hais. lyk a small kid hanging on to him everytime..
think is time to stand up on my own?
cos dear gonna get bz with his attachment..
& he really gt very tired le.
so i oso dnt wan to bother him with my thingy oso liao?
hais.

wad should i do?!

x((

i miss my deardear!

hate this! T.T