Another Wound Of My Heart

We said that we should start afresh. (:
We said that we could both help each other tuh find th sweetest feeling of th past again. (:
We said that we would change th relationship tuh be a better one. (:

Budd its seems like this is nort working out?
I went into deep thinking today, while i off my fone & divert all my calls.
Maybb once th feeling is gone it is gone.

No matter how much we tried, it will still be th same.
No matter how many times we start afresh, we are still quarreling every now & then.
No matter how many times we said we love each other, we still cant feel each other.

i dont oe wadd is th reason.
i dont oe wadd is happening in our r/s.
& i dont oe hw to work this out. :'(
愛は傷つく。



♥MEICHEN

これらは幸せな時である。

*SATURDAY*

went tuh work as usual dhen went home !
met up with fel & we waited for laoqong for more than 1 hr =.=!
till we tot someting happen tuh her, since we can't contact her.
dhen finally she came! wanted tuh sign her line, budd M1 shop was closed by 9pm !
so ended up nvr go sign norhs.
then walk back tuh our slacking "palace" & waited for bee tuh come with our MAC !
lols. was lyk damn hungryyy! & stupid bee finished up th whole pack of fries =.="
dhen fel,bee & me kept on toking & toking! then laogong was lyk sooooo quiet.
tried tuh ask her join our conversation budd she still very quiet!
dhen felt so bad =.=, cos she gib us th feeling of neglecting her again!
(so laogong, yoo muz tok more leh!)
dhen after tat came tuh my house, tot of playing poker!
budd ended up cant find any =.="
& woke kor&bodohsis up !
dhen they watch Hotshot & i played PSP :D
after tat felt tired so went tuh bed,
& i slept with fel, laogong slpt with bodohsis, bee slpt on floor with mattress & korkor slpt alone =.="

*SUNDAY*

woke up quite late lurhs, & thanks tuh wendy we had our breakfast! (:
thankyoos for th roti prata yo!
seems lyk she have been buying breakfast for us! hehex!
dhen went swimming with bee, fel & laogong went off.
& ITS LANTERN FESTIVAL !!
this yr spent with korkor,wendy,bodohsis,patrick & bee !
played with fireworks & candles ! hahas.
budd ! i din bring my hello kitty lantern with me :(
anyway, had a great time with them & we had camwhoring session! :DD

ilove this! (:


me & bee


bee & me


kor,bee & me


heartshaped.


bodohsis & me


bosohsisters !


wendy & kor


sweetcouple ! x3








kor,wendy,bee,bodohsis,patrick & me :D


th adults out there !


a forever.

after everything ! bee sent bodohsis & me back home,
& off he go ! (:

*MONDAY*

went tuh work as usual !
& slacked in office, arghh!
& i my face did write i din slp !
as everyone was lyk asking me, yoo din slp ah? =.="
dhen watch Hotshot again!
damn in love with this show lurhs! wahahahahaha !
& waiting fer MR ep34 tuh come out lurhs ! so damn freaking long can?!
dhen went home straight after work lorhs!
was damnnnnn tired lurhs !
how i wished someone could help me massage! :D
& watched TV for th whole evening & waited for bee tuh fanggong
dhen off tuh my lovely bed! :D

*TUESDAY*

went tuh work, finished my work & helped jen key invoice !
& watched "MIRRORS".
quite a borinq show =.="
didnt find th show scary ! so don't have any idea why isit a horror movie? laughs,
dhen bought my favourite custard puff ! :DD
yummmm yummmmmmm !
so in love with custard puff & caramel corn !!
anyone wana buy some for me? lols!
k lurhs, nth much!
juz back tuh update peeps!

& peeps! DO TAGG ME YAHS?!
cya!

♥MEICHEN

IMissedYou.

anyone miss me? LOL!
back with another new skin !
do this skin for super long sio!!
& chou bee nvr help me at all!
*piak his kacheng*

anyway! UPDATES is here!
firstly!
imm so broke broke broke!
went KKH for my medical appointment!
& with one blood test! it cost me $120 bucks!
lyk wakaooo! th consultation fees is lyk only $25 ?
haiish, spend everything on my health alrdy & i regreted it so much!!
now imm left with $30 for th whole of this month ! :(
everythings' polyclinic fault ! T.T
refer me tuh KKH ! & now imm broke ! T.T
haiish. din tell anyone in my family. =.="
cosh don wan papa they all tuh worry ! siiann.
now finding lobang tuh earn money! if nort i don oe how to survive for this month! :(

secondly!
been quareling with bee!
our relationship went up & down , up & down!
& due tuh his stupid work hours, we din meet ever since monday?
cos he accompanied me tuh KKH on monday.
haiish. imisssedhim so much! :(
budd anyway, might be meeting bee tomlo? tgt will laogong & fel ! :D

thirdly!
nth much happens @ work, duapui & th idoit no longer come & disturb me.
dont oe for wad reason ! LOLS!
budd anyway is a good sign! dhen i have been very busyfree in office!
so i have been watching 家好月圆 in office! now waiting for episode 33 tuh come out!
& sadly~ this drama gg end soon ! in another 7-8 episodes! :(
so after this drama i will be watching Hot Shot! hahaha!
don't oe i go work or go slack =3=

k lurhs!
tats all fer th day!
DO TAGG ME YAHS? :D

♥MEICHEN

Your Tears dont fall, they crash around me ...

Baby GaL, I'm really sorry to have let you handle all these BURDENS.
Always breakin my promises, my words.

But deep down i'm always trying my best not to do it wrong, trying to Perfect everything,
things dont always goes well in hand and always crop up.
I, PEH ZHEN HAO can only blame MYSELF.
yesh, sometimes i admit tat sometimes i'm really a sucker and break my promises,
but i've always tried my best to stop it.
and Bee ar, please dont think so much about e others stuff, i know u put in alot too de k?
dont think tat i didnt notice anything,
I also know how you feel de Sha Gua, it's not bout ur past or wad tat i'm giving extra care,
IT IS BECAUSE I LOVE YOU .
I PROMISE YOU I'LL BE THERE FOR YOU RAIN OR SHINE.
I PROMISE TAT I'LL PAMPER YOU HARD,
tat's why sometimes i'm tired i still wanna meet u,why?
cause seeing you alresdy make me happy,
being by ur side i'm really Grateful tat Fate has helped me for meeting you,
you changed my life.
I Promise to find our Forever remember on our 2nd Month?
i hope tat it's till e day my life end you know?
and even afterlife.
Thanks for all e scarifice you made, i notice it de...
I pzh must sae tat i'm truly sorry for wad happen.
and i'll try to prevent it from happening again,
there are times tat i really feel lyk meeting you but i'm afraid to ask as i'm
afraid tat i'll fail to show up.
tym and again i've failed.
I hope tmr tat i'll Bring a Smile to you and recover ur heart beebee.
I really Love you and dont wanna lose you de, Sha Gua.
Sorry to made u feel sad and stuffs,
I'll Prove it to you one day i can do it x))
I LOVE YOU!!!
No Matter how lousy I am to you,
i'll try my best to make it e BEST k?

silent tears falling in my heart
i'm not angry or showing attitude over you but it's over to myself,
for nt being to fulfil my promises to you and i really really hope tat you understand,
i know you hate ppl who break promises and words,
i'm trying my best best best to change,
i really hope you notice it someday and i really love you.
Sorry for e hurt tat i've done to you and i hope tat i'll slowly recover ur heart
with my Love , Care and every little things.

ZHENHAO