我累了, 痛了.

th tears tht came down rolling my cheeks,
th pain tht is found in my heart,
so much of unhappiness, so much of accusations,
imm fcuking tired alrdy.

for times, yoo understand me so well.
for times, yoo questioned me.

wonderinq wad happens if i were tuh lose yoo someday down th road.
wonderinq will it be better for yoo if i were tuh leave.

will yoo moved on w/o me ?
will yoo feel anything ?
will yoo cry ?
will yoo let th devil of yoo come out again ?
will yoo take care of yorself ?
will yoo strive hard for yor future or gif up yor dream ?

yesh. yoo made me feel tht imm a princess,
yoo dotes on me, yoo protect me, yoo love me, yoo said imm not sticky,
yoo said imm independent whom dont depend on yoo most of th time.
yoo said i never take yoo as my boyf.
yoo asked me who are yoo tuh me.
yoo asked me will i wait for yoo when yoo are in ns ?.
yoo asked me can i nort be independent infront of yoo ?.

these are th questions tht yoo asked me.
for times i give yoo my answer.
for times i dont.

yupp, imm selfish.
i always think about myself.
yesh. i dont treat yoo well & make yoo feel like a prince.
i do things my own way & yoo just have to give in to me.
i know yoo are toleratinq my eveything.
i know cosh of my past, cosh of wadd is happeninq tuh me now & my past,
yoo are giving me extra care,love & concern.

i dont really ask alot from yoo.
all i need is,
can yoo just kip yor words ?
can yoo dont questioned me when imm sleeping?
yoo know me too well,
i would do anything tuh just have my sleepinq time.

workinq in kitchen is tired.
yup. my workload is nort as heavy as yoo.
budd me too will nid slp.
budd me too will get tired.
budd no matter how tired imm i will still try tuh accompany yoo isn't it?
i skip work to accompany yoo, this is something that yoo cannort do it anymore.
no matter how tired, i still wake up in th morning 7am just tuh go yor house during yor off in weekends, isn't it? .
no matter how tired imm, i still will accompany yoo back tuh sengkang & stay up till very late & cabbed home & start work in th morning nxt day, isn't it?
nort only yoo will have nort enough sleep..
nort only yoo will be tired..

yesh. yoo said that yoo are tired cosh of yor workload & working hours,
yoo wan me tuh uds that this is th reason why yoo cant kip yor words.
then me leh ?
can yoo question yorself,
did i,lmc ever use these as a excuse for myself tuh nort accompany yoo. ?
i can swear with my family name,
NEVER.

from th start till now, when i give yoo reason sayinq imm tired & nort wantinq tuh meet yoo is only when, yoo called me up & givinq me those tired&lazy voice askinq me wantinq tuh meet a nort.

imm nort tryinq tuh push every blame tuh yoo, neither imm tellinq yoo tht yoo are a bad boyf.
i just wanted yoo tuh uds how much i hate people for nort keeping their words & usinq people's weakness tuh get wadd they wanted !

yupyup. if this r/s were tuh end.
i would say is my fault.
coshh i guess i wasn't th type of girl yoo are looking for & i dont know how tuh be a good girlf.
& immm sorry about it.




♥MEICHEN

Happy Moments.

PS: BLOGSHOP OWNERS PLEASE DO NOT SPAMM ADVERTISEMENT IN MY TAGBOARD ! UNLESS REPLYING MY ENQUIRY. THANK YOO SO MUCH! (:

hil0 peep0s!
back bloqqing ! miss me norts? hohohohohohoho!
nth much happening in my life recently.
juz that unhappy stuffs kip happening btwn bee & me :(
budd 4gt it barhs, dont wana spoil my saturday cos of these. (:

anyway, workplace gettinq more & more lyk shyt!
argue with dua pui every now & then, makinq me damn pissed off lurhs.
wana change a new environment soon,
since there is nth much for me to learn here? hahas.

then now waiting for fang gong!
& offf tuh meet fel & laogong!
hohohohoho!
miss them so much!
very long nvr meet them liao,
maybe there is camwhorinq session later? (:

k lurhs, nth much alrdy!
stay tune! (:





♥MEICHEN

Happy 5thMonthsary !

*POOF, it's ME !!! x))
hahas recently been meeting dear, scare later in e month no tym to meet her ma?
cause tis Japanese Station got SPLIT SHIFT DE NEHS T_T...
Been catching loads of movie with her tis month lols, till i oso forget le lols.

I LOVE YOU LAU MEI CHEN !!!,
So no matter BIG BIG or small small quarrel we got, i'll endure de nehs xP.
And i wont walk away la SHA GUA...
HAPPY 5th MONTH!!!

Yoo Know, Yoo Are My Everything.

random pictures posted !
(:
shall update soon,
miss me alriqhts? x3


♥MEICHEN

Weekends Fun!

very lonq nvr post lerhs!
so here immm! lauqhs,
qort my mascara from cheryl alrdy!
thanks fer th efficiency! ily lurhs. (:

dhen been meeting up with bee & slack.
quarel-ed with him ytd on th way home !
damn sian, make me & him really wanted tuh go away.
budd in th end we din lurhs. hahas.
meetinq bee became my everyday routine alrdy!
din meet others other than him. hahas.
gonna meet up my laogong soon soon soon!
very lonq nvr meet her alrdy. (:
miss her lurhs! hahas.

dhen today is another weekend!
hope today i won feel sick again in the afternoon,
if nort i will waste another weekend again. :(

tats all lerhs!
meetinq bee after work!
hohohoho!
ILOVEYOO.




♥MEICHEN

My Days.

Work*

Bored to death !!!

everyday doing e same shyt, being a unsung hero...

Lyf @ work is gng rech a limit soon,

sort of @ wrist end now huh?

ATTACHMENT SUCKS!

Now e big shot guys're being freindly to me and all e cooks are gonna drive me crazy... wth?

Life is maybe really so sucky? yea, must be :))

Love*

Recently catch 12 Lotus with bee, she sick sio ... O.o startin tot she Yang-O...

thn omg i realise it's real =Xx... so tried my best to calm her down but somehow it really hurts her alot bahs.

thn while watchin e show, dunno she got watch or is she half watching half sleeping?

After e show went to INHALE* ^^ thn she creid T_T omg in front of me...

I'm @ a total lost ... tried to hong her but to no use ...

thn cabbed bak to my home and she drop dead... i drop dead soon after.

woke @ 5am to food hunt, thn no food . bak to e bed to oiinks ...

Ytd had a quarrel wif my sis, things're terrible, luckily Bee sort of sorted things out between e us and everythin went bak to normal i guess?... Guess sister understand sister more bahs LOLS...

Thanks Bee (^_^)...

*ilubeu xDD

hMmpx Better take care of urself and don fall sick wor xiao mei mei =Xx

ZHENHAO

A Stop To Everything.

immm lettinq qo of all those disappointinq friendship.
budd of coshh i don't deny imma disappointment.
& i quess no-one would prefer tuh hold on tuh a disappointment.
so yup.
yoo quys may stop all this actinqs infront of me,
& badmouthinq behind my back.
anythinq yoo are nort happy with me,
yoo may come & talk tuh me face tuh face.
yoo can sayy this for others who badmouthed yoo.
whyy are yoo guys nort doinq this yorself? lmao.
budd of coshh,
i don't wan this post tuh let me become th hiqhliqht of yor qossips,
between yoo quys & yor new friends.
& don't ever let me find out yoo people bitchinq behind me.
i don't wan thinqs tuh turn out ugly yahs? (:

k lurhs.
everythinq seems tuh be spoilinq my mood.
tats all!

BEE,
wohaoxianqni. :(




♥MEICHEN

Sick :(

hilo peepos!
imm sick again since ytd afternoon!
budd bee tot imm jkinq, so i q0rt angry over him budd still went tuh watch 12 Lotus with him at PS.

th movie was nice, rated 4.0/5.0 .
din catch some cosh abit seisei. =.="
dhen was shivering throughout th movie. =.="
& in th end!
i cried & cried infront of bee cosh really bth lerhs.
very xin ku! :(
& was runninq down with hiqh fever.
bee wanted bring me go see doctor, budd i insist donwan.
so end up cabbed back tuh his place & drop dead!
bee was like taking care of me th whole night,
waking up tuh check if my fever went down a nort,
using ice towel tuh bring down my fever,
helping me cover 3 blankets cosh i was very cold.
dhen ytd din eat anything at all except breakfast.
budd wasn't hungry at all.
dhen cabbed home this morninq bathe & slept.
still alittle feverish budd feeling btr now. (:
& bee came over tuh find me ard 1+pm~ & he went back alrdy.
is like so early lorhs ! =.=
alittle angryy over him lurhs, budd 4gt it.
donwan force him. (:

k lurhs. think tats all?
t'carex all peeps! (:

there iish a stop tuh everythinq,
includinq this qroup of us.
budd everythinq of th past will be kept as a memory down in my heart,
& yoo guys will still stand a place in my heart for th rest of my life.
everythough everything between us changed,
budd th memory that yoo ppl left me,
will never ever change.
ily,boys&girls.


♥MEICHEN

I.♥.BEE

I.♥.BEE

Pinky Layout !

back with new image! lauqhs,
damn pinkyy! budd i like it =3=
nth much, (:
currently in office ! maybb meeting bee ltr on.
we have been lyk sticking with each other everyday sio except everyday =.=

k lurhs. back tuh work now!
shall update with pictures soon (:
budbyee !

♥MEICHEN

Together As One.

hihi peepos !
been dq nth except meeting myy bee !
sticking with him everyday since last week !
seems we are back tuh the past when we are tgt,
budd still there is still alot of difference compared tuh the past.
been slacking, tonning, slacking & tonning!hahas,
guess papa gonna kill me soon. ROFL.

http://www.charleneyl.blogspot.com/

dhen read th blog above,
it touches my heart lurhs. haiish.
cant imagine wad will i do if it does happen tuh me. :(
don't know if i could be as strong as her to accept the fact & moved on.
budd i know i will try.

& recently,
been thinking alot about friendship.
laughs, yoo guys might be thinking, "not again!?" hahas.
budd anyway, juz wana typed it out kays ? (:

- - WHAT IS FRIENDSHIP?
is always so fragile, as the time goes by, everything changes.
2-4 years down the road, we g0rt nth much tuh chat.
been contacting lesser & lesser,n0rt catching up with each other.
no updates till read up each other's blog (if yoo have one.)
no more lame smses from each other, no more care & concern from each other.
no more friend's love among us, no more slacking & tonning with each other.
no more meetups & suan-ing between each other.
yoo know? its juz lyk the friendship bonding is gone?

i missed those days whereby we could suan,slack,ton,smoke through th night,
go sing k even if we didnt slp for the whole entire night,
drink our favourite vodka or breezer,pia zui,playing poker,playing majong,bullying people,catch movie(comedy,romance,horror,actions) every now & then, chat everything openly,bio both zhabors & tabors,listen tuh th waves at the beach,do bad things,skip school,etc..

of cos, there are times when we misunderstood each other.
we fight, we quarels, having internal conflicts.
& when everything is ok , there we are.
TOGETHER.
together we cry,laugh,tears,angry, stand by each other,support & understand.

budd now.
where are we?
have stead de have stead.
busy working de busy working.
with family de with family.
with new friends de with new friends.

don't oe why this happens tuh us.
where we once swear we will be with each other no matter wad.
nothing gonna change no matter wad.
budd now everything is different.

yup. i don't blame any of yoo for this change.
cos ppl does change as th time passes.
so this is juz a random post by me? (:
anyway tuh those ppl i mention in the above post,
(which i tink yoo know who yoo are.)
i wish yoo guys th best & happy with wadd yoo are dg, having now.
hehex. ^^

kays lurhs.
this is a long post , guess i should juz stop here?
byee peep0s! :D


♥MEICHEN

Busy Bee!

WORK*

hMmpX recently @ attachment, everythings is from bad to sort of good,

no more fkin by chef, more and more ppl kena fk but not me* HENG AR !!!...

Being in e local Wok Side is a great fun but it's also a torture to wake up daily @ 3AM-___-

but it usually ends @ 1 or 2 x)) * SMILES~~

Chef melvin comming in @ 5am every morning is quite a pain in e neck,

we guys cant mommom and we're damm hungry till 12+ sometimess2?

jia lat sio ... Tmr he OFF YAY!!!* CLapsssss*

Love Life*

Been meeting up with Bee Bee tis few days and been quite happy lols,

seems lyk we're getting bak on track agn and being e same old us? Maybe for me but not for her =3=...

Gng to watch Firework with her tis Sat, and i've taken PH to go wahaha xDd...

Hope it'll b greaT day bahs.. if nt i'm gonna b damm shag..

Bee Bee have been SUPER CUTE !!!

Every Morning waking her up is quite jia lat, she will usually scold me -___-l!

for waking her up 2 or 3 min earlier ...

thn we'll start to sms lols and She's been suanning me daily =3= * hahas CUTE!

After work go find ehr and now i'm blogging using her Brother Com, she kip naggin y i nvr blog,

Com down ma=3= u oso know ^^

hahas ILUBEU!

Ps: Bee bee ar, zap gu zhi zi more can? don skip breakfast and lunch wor.

and drink more WATER not SOFT DRINKS -___-...

*HuGgSssssssss + KisSeSsssssss*

Loads of Love ^^

ILUBEU!!!

ZhenHao

Loving Lau Mei Chen Always,

27/24,365/365,31/31.

No Off,No MC, No Ph.

Back After MIA !

peeps miss me?laughs,
haven been postinq fer quite some time alrdy.
been meeting bee everyday & yet still nort sian of him!
haas.we had endless of arguements,suanninq,laughters,complaints,etc everyday.!
& tats how we pei yang gan qing lurhs!
hahas. dhen bee been coming tuh my house & i have been gg tuh his house.
& we cabbed home everytime!
been so broke liao lorhs =.="
& 1 thing we don't uds is!
y by taking th same route for all the cabs we took,
the range goes from as cheap as $6 & as expensive as $13?! w & w/o midnight charge,
feel lyk saying some taxi uncle cheating money lorhs! kns.!
or someone can gib me a btr reason? :p

dhen recently everyday dg nth in office lorhs,.
no shipments have been coming in =.="
& imm so freaking bored lurhs! haiish. :(
budd oso very good lurhs~
juz seat infront of a com dg wadever i wan~
& earn above 1k every month. LOLS!
nort a very bad idea! budd haiish, in this way i couldn't learn anything lorhs.
so i guess i have tuh find a new job.!
friends & peeps who have jobs tuh intro plz tell me! xiehhxiehh. (:

tats all fer tday!
meetinq bee ltr. (L)

♥MEICHEN

Ghost Festivals !

hilo!
its the qhost festival aqain lurhs.!
hate it.. haiish.
so shaqqqqq sio! :(
dhen now leh? dq nth. except watchinq my show.haas.
finish all my work alrdy. & q0rt nth tuh do liao. T.T
helped ahpui with her stuffs also ,
write till my hand suan =.="
dhen bee tell me abt his dream,
don't know hw tuh react oso.
can onlyy tell ahbee don't tink tuh much,
& i will always be there waitinq fer yoo even if anytinq happen tuh yoo.(:

i tink tats all lerhs,
now waitinq tuh fanq qong.
tatas! (:



♥MEICHEN
everythinq of me iish about yoo.