Randomm Me ~

made bee tuh post ytd @ my house,
since he q0rt no com tuh use @ home.
actually.. i force him tuh post lurhs.
wahahaha!

anyway~
currently in office & nort dq anyting.
juz finished re-watched "my date with vampire" @ crunchyroll,
so took a test @ http://www.goldinuniverse.com/ [credited (:]
& this iish th result. ^^ (quite true!)


Name: Lau Mei Chen
Date: 7/30/2008
Colorgenics Number: 70351462


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Everyone feels despondent at times and you are no exception. You are feeling so depressed because it seems that everything that could go wrong has gone wrong and you don't quite know which way to turn. So like the proverbial ostrich you are trying to bury your head in the sand. But that won't work - you have to face reality.

You enjoy taking part in anything that may constitute fun and excitement. You need to be stimulated and need to feel that 'Life is worth living' and you are awaiting that stimulation and you don't particularly care where it comes from!

You are a very choosy person - demanding and exacting in your emotional demands and very particular in your choice of partner. You are self-sufficient and as a result of this overbearing nature you find it difficult to establish any depth of deep physical or mental involvement with members of the opposite sex.

You are presently experiencing excessive stress as a result of self-restraint. You act and think differently from the common herd and you want to be liked and admired for yourself and to associate with people who feel and act as you do. Because of this need to be self-reliant and to break away from mediocrity, you are finding this situation most uncomfortable and you are experiencing considerable anxiety - perhaps even more than you feel the capacity to cope with. You need to find a 'soul mate', someone whose standards are as high as your own - but where? Keep on searching... The situation is uncomfortable and you would like to break away from it, but you refuse to compromise with your opinions. You are unable to resolve the situation because you are continually postponing the making of necessary decisions. You are stubborn but this is no deterrent to a happy life, so why drop your standards. Think positively, everything will work out. It has worked out successfully for you in the past and it will again in the future.

The tensions induced by trying to cope with conditions which are beyond your capabilities, or your reserves of strength, have led to considerable anxiety and a sense of personal inadequacy. Your inability to take control of the situation causes you to over-react in stubborn defiance blaming everyone but yourself for your own failures.

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peeps, yoo can try it if yoo wan (:
&&
taqq us more! ^^


♥MEICHEN

Roller Coaster Love .

Recently, my love life with Bee has been lyk a roller coaster, been up into e air feelin all e happiness and love and e next moment, i crash hard rockbottom!!! x((

Things happened and our relationship have been up, down, up, down, up...
Wondering wad'll e next turn be? Good or Bad i don care, i only know tat i wanna be with her till forever.

Finally had e chance to bring her to K-box on our 4th Month x)) and went with her kor,wendy & felicia...
Everything ended up Great in e end...

Sha Gua bee bee ar, ni bu yao sha sha de whn bendan joking ok?
Always remember i love you, That's more than enough, don think till so far or wadsoever k?

♥ZHENHAO

Happy 4thMonthsary !

hi peeps!
haven been bloqqinq recently,
nth much tuh bloq about oso.
been meeting up with bee due tuh his new workinq hours. hahas.

&&

happy 4THMONSARY with bee on 27.o7.o8
walked tqt fer 4months alrdy,
hopefully there are many many months & yrs ahead us. =D
on tht day went over tuh patrick house for kenneth bday celebration.
dhen went kbox-inq with korkor,wendy,fel & dear.
actualy with hanwei oso. budd he sayy 4pm tuh late fer him.
so yahs he pangseh us! or rather he pangseh fel. l0ls.
dhen we sinq all th way till 10pm~~ so damn broke after tat T.T
henq korkor treat me eat mac!lauqhs, budd qort share share with bee !
see imma qd qf!haas.
& bee haf been a very qood joker lurhs.
everyone of us lauqhinq lyk siao lorhs !haas!
dhen slack awhile with bee & fel at void deck while korkor they all went home 1st,
dhen bee went up tuh my house & cabbed back home.
^^ spend th last min of our 4thmonsary in bee's arm.
was very happy tht day lurhs. ^^

dhen on 28.o7.o8~
had a lil cold war with bee?
hurt bee alot with wad i said & he cried! (budd i did cried alonq with him T.T)
this ish th 1st time i saw him cryinq & was th 1st time i wipe his tears..
lyk omqosh! & i wiped his tears all over his face dhen we fal aslp.lauqhs,
wake up dhen bee send me home~
dhen hoh! papa tok tuh him.
don't oe since when they all ahkaliao (wadever it is spelt as =.=)
dhen they tok tok tok dhen papa tok about beinq tqt lonq a nort is me, nort him!
l0ls. diaoz lorhs. =.=" then i started lalalalalalala~~ lauqhs,
very haixiu bodoh! so walk into my room b4 i become tomato!haas.
dhen bee tooked his stuffs & off we smoked. haaas~ dhen bee sent me home aqain & bused home..!
& off i sleep!
sometimes i muz admit~
imm sucha piq. bleah.

a forever we said. .
(:

♥MEICHEN

Dont Cherish Till You Lost It !

"people tends to cherish only when they know they are losinq it".
i started tuh belief in this sentence alrdy.
so much thinqs happened,
or mayb i q0rt more sensitive lerh barhs.
cried over @ bee'place while he is slpinq & left his house secretly & quietly.
haas. sometinqs can't be joked at all. mayb towards me barhs.
been down for 2days alrdy. been sicked for 11days.
budd keepinq everythinq tuh myself.
yup.imma cheebye person.
take it or leave it !
imm lyk that from th day yoo know me, when th day we are tqt.
doesn't happens only tday or ytd !
yoo said i dnt uds yoo, maybe yoo are th one who don't uds me barhs.
i admit i haf hurt yoo with my actions, budd y imm lyk tat? lauqhs,
everythinq i did, there iish a reason behind it.
iish either yoo q0rt it or yoo don't...
imm th one who is tired..
imm th one who is hurt..
budd do yoo know tht? laughs.

another 3days tuh our 4thmonsary.
wadds qonna become of us?
i don't know & don't wana know.
or rather imm afraid tuh know. :(

♥MEICHEN

Sick & Sick Again !

been sick fer 9days & countinq on.
haiish. nose runninq lyk a runninq tap,havinq bad couqh!
s0bx. medicines qort no use. damn sian.
think i shall qo & visit another doctor aqain,
instead of qoinq tuh th polyclinics anymore.
waitinq fer pay day & YAYYY!
could enjoyy myself as much as possible.;DD
budd qonna haf some savinqs lerhs. haas.
&& qonna qo fer a check-up asap alrdy.
qettinq more & more shaqq cos of this. haiish.
& ppl who slacked with me qort sick alrdy!
is lyk ohmytian?!?! qort so contagious a n0rt?=.="
maybb barhs. laughs, hahas.

anyway, hadd a bad dream last niqht.
shall nort elaborate further.
budd cos of this dream imm thinkinq alot.
&& realised how much i love him.
this dream miqht be a qud one budd or a badd one.
budd wadever it is, i wished it won't come true..
c0s i don't wana lose bee.

another 5 days tuh our 4thmonthsary.
hope it could be a qud one.xD
iloveyoo.

♥MEICHEN

Fcuk Up !!

l0ls. imm sooo sick,
sicked for days alrdy, & dear haf been takinq cared of me, ended up beinq sick with me.
laughs, haha.
& eventhouqh imm sick,i went slackinq with fel or dear.l0ls.
for some reasons,i rather die outside & n0rt dyinq in hell.
imm n0rt qq tuh scold them anymore.
imm n0rt qq tuh kp with them anymore.
since they are always "riqht" with wadd they had said tuh me.
budd wadever it is. in th end, i will still move out.
& since they can't uds me at all.
n0rt even havinq basic understandinq ab0ut "their" dauqhter,
fine with me.
i won't reqret with wadd i haf said tuh yoo today.
take it or leave it. since yoo wan tuh complaint & let me kena beaten up by your hubby.
qo ahead! like wadd i told yoo quys aqain & aqain.
he can hit me till death, i won't qive a damn ab0ut it.
budd if i were tuh stay alive in th end, relax, i won't qo tuh th police for child abusinq,
budd i swear yoo won't see me at all & won't qet tuh know how imm & so on.
(budd if anyone who love me more than yoo do qo & make a police report, dhen sad for yoo. (:)
&& btw,
juz for yor udstandinq for yor this useless & fuck-up dauqhter which yoo miqht nort even wan tuh acknowledqe her,
i won't do anytinq w/o a reason.
so if i don't wana qo home, plz think.
wad is the fcukinq reason tht made me n0rt wantinq tuh go back tuh yor house, tht so-called "home".

leavinq th house early tomlo morninq or miqht be late niqht today.
doesn't seems tuh haf th mood tuh stay at this place.
nidd a break for th day. so don't mess with me today yahs? (:
& thanks for increasinq th hatred & numbness in my heart towards yor family.
rmb. is yor family.nort mine.

♥MEICHEN

Bad Day !

bloqbloqbloq!
imm qq tuh be a qd & active bloqqer! laughs!

anyway!
imm here tuh vent myy anqer lurhs!
this 29-yr-old quy sucks!
cc'b! tht time i was lyk dl-inq maple.
& went tuh did my stuffs lurhs.
dhen when i came back th nxt day,
MY MAPLE CANT BE DOWNLOADED ANYMORE!
kaokaokao! i took th whole day tuh dl the stupid patch.
& he RUINED it! cc'b!!
dhen sua. after 2 days of nort dl-inq,
i finally can dl tht stupid patch!
&& after he used it, my minibox ish GONE!
kao eh!phuabye! don't know wad he ish doinq sio!
c'b! if i find any chance i qq tuh fk him upside-down.
PUACHEEBYE!!

kayys. srry for th vuqlarites above.
juz wana vent my anqer in case i qo up tuh him & stranqle him!
;D

thts al 2day,
meetinq fel ltr. (:
back tuh our slackinq life aqain.
haaas.

♥MEICHEN

Down With Sickness !

haas. FIRST ENTRY by me!
c0s dear c0m sp0il & imm finally done with this bloq.
budd still feel this skin lack of sometinq lurhs. :(
both me & bee decided tuh share a bloq, c0s both of us doesn't really haf th time for it.
& it seems lyk we haf been postinq th same stuff. laughs,LOL.

anyway, many happeninq tuh us, or rather tuh me? haaas.
nothinq much recently. budd saw my qinna & i was so fcking happy about it! l0l!
missinq them so much. haiish.
missinq th slackinq days with dhem.missinq th slackinq days with my 2nd fam. tuh.
thinq chanqes btwn us,drift apart from most of myy close friends & 2nd fam alrdy.
don't know yy. maybb is myy fault barhs. :(
been sucha terrible friend. sorry peeps. :(

UPDATES*
been meetinq up with la0q0nq (datinq) & bee (datinq&t0nninq). haas.
went tuh vivo & sk most of th time.
dhen met up with fel & went tqt tuh slack with bee's sis tuh @ tamp.
chatted up al0t. l0ls.
&& bee n me q0rt cl0ser alittle. ^^
i quess sometimes, havinq a serious talkinq in a bqr ish veryy important!
& bee was lyk sayinq he was surprise tht his sis chatted openly with me.
laughs, haha.

been ha-ch00inq whole dayy tday. im sick lerhs.haiish.
h0w i wished bee was here with mi! haiish.
& imm lyk shiverinq in th office when imm havinq my jacket on. :(
dhen shipmets are cominq in alrdyy! qettinq bz.:(
haiish. told papa i wana chanqe job alrdy.
can't stand th bias-ness in th company.haha.
budd tats life in a family company.
see how thinq qoes barhs. (:

kayys lurhs.
tats all fer tday! (:
nidd tuh rest bfore bee naqq at me!

♥MEICHEN

Work*

everythin is gettin from better to even better wahaha, even e sous chef scare now,

scare tat i'll leave wahahax))

so i told him i wan SATURDAY OFF, he said: busy la saturday, i nid u, u so harworkin,

and very good cannot la.

I said: wan let me off anot -_- if don wan i whr got motivation to chiong?

whr got e mood to help u come bak do work whn i off agn.

He said: Sunday can anot? sunday oso good.

I said: NO!!! i wan saturday, chef give me saturday la =3=.

So he got no choice and said, ok la i give u saturday la sicne u wolyk cow liddat.

YAY!!! GOT MY SATURDAY OFF xP

LOVE*

Spend our 3rd month celeration very happily, everythin turns out good,

10 Promises To My Dog is such a touching show?

everybody sitting @ my row cried except me -___-

i'm not heartless LOLS!!!.

dear tear whn she see e endin lei ... Sha Gua ><

We went mommom @ Swensen, thn we went to e Arcade @ PS and

spend 40+50 there?

got her Pink Hai Xiu Monkey LOLS~ she Jackpot lei !!!

How lucky of her, and e stupid clock which i throw away LOLS.

went to Starbucks and drink coffee, got her a Oreo cheesecake

and she mommomed happily xD how cute of her!

hMmpx LOVE HER SO MUCH!!!

Today, she's fast asleep, mayb too tired le bahs.

work finish such a long day go home her mommy talk to her bout pay -__-

haiis Sha Gua Lao Po, XIN KU NI LE .

JYJYJY!!! * MmmmMM MUACKS I Love Yoos~