Fcuk Up !!

l0ls. imm sooo sick,
sicked for days alrdy, & dear haf been takinq cared of me, ended up beinq sick with me.
laughs, haha.
& eventhouqh imm sick,i went slackinq with fel or dear.l0ls.
for some reasons,i rather die outside & n0rt dyinq in hell.
imm n0rt qq tuh scold them anymore.
imm n0rt qq tuh kp with them anymore.
since they are always "riqht" with wadd they had said tuh me.
budd wadever it is. in th end, i will still move out.
& since they can't uds me at all.
n0rt even havinq basic understandinq ab0ut "their" dauqhter,
fine with me.
i won't reqret with wadd i haf said tuh yoo today.
take it or leave it. since yoo wan tuh complaint & let me kena beaten up by your hubby.
qo ahead! like wadd i told yoo quys aqain & aqain.
he can hit me till death, i won't qive a damn ab0ut it.
budd if i were tuh stay alive in th end, relax, i won't qo tuh th police for child abusinq,
budd i swear yoo won't see me at all & won't qet tuh know how imm & so on.
(budd if anyone who love me more than yoo do qo & make a police report, dhen sad for yoo. (:)
&& btw,
juz for yor udstandinq for yor this useless & fuck-up dauqhter which yoo miqht nort even wan tuh acknowledqe her,
i won't do anytinq w/o a reason.
so if i don't wana qo home, plz think.
wad is the fcukinq reason tht made me n0rt wantinq tuh go back tuh yor house, tht so-called "home".

leavinq th house early tomlo morninq or miqht be late niqht today.
doesn't seems tuh haf th mood tuh stay at this place.
nidd a break for th day. so don't mess with me today yahs? (:
& thanks for increasinq th hatred & numbness in my heart towards yor family.
rmb. is yor family.nort mine.

♥MEICHEN