IHATEYOO!

was supposed to be a super happy day for me!!
budd everything was spoilt by my DAD?!.
man im lyk fking tired of him alrdy!!
i really gg move out of house.
he is really over my limit!

yaya.so wad im a good gal since small?
so wad i listen to u everytime & have no thinking for myself?
plz l0rhs. im lyk 20 yrs old!! im not 15,not 16?!
even if u are my dad, u are worried abt me.
BUT SO WAD?!
how long more do u wan to control me?
i go out with FRENs, U KP!!i go out with my GANs, U KP!!
i go out with my HUBBY, U KP!!i go out with my COLLEAGUEs, U KP!!
& stop threatening me!!!I BLOODY FKING HATE IT!!
im 20yrs old.i oe wad the fk im dg.
& if im really tired, i will go home & rest!!u got no worry about this!
& im 20yrs old.u think hw long more u can threaten me by hitting me?
i tell u wad, u can hit me all u wan.
but the min u hit me. i will make u lose a daughter.
i mean wad i sae!& tats me!!maybe u should re-understand ur daughter again?
i gt no idea y i cant get my own life?let me do things i wan to do.
i oe hw much i can do. so u can juz trust me with it. isn't it?
& i dnt see any problem with not gg home for 1 nite!
im 20 plz?!& u are taking my freedom away!
& i oe hw to tc of myself. even if i dnt my frens & my hubby is there to tc of me!
im not alone hanging outside isn't it?
k0rk0r can stay at home all he wants, but doesn't mean i have to!
i don't wan a life staying at home & rot till i die!
i work, stressed. reach home use com, U KP!reach home use fone, U OSO KP!
how much u tink i will wan to go home?!
plz lurhs. to me this is not a home!
this is a HELL to me!!

& so wad if im changing bf everytime?
don't u think u have some fault in this?
i really feel lyk telling u str8 at ur face,
MY HUBBY N MY GANs ARE TREATING ME BTR THAN U GUYS DID!!!
if this is wad u call family, then i think u shall be the 2nd family.
& my GANs & HUBBY should be in the 1st family.
and 1 more ting. don't get over sensitive with wad my bf is sayin when he is lyk NOT even toking to u?
& is not im siding him or wadever shyt. but im juz stating the fact!
& wad u said hurts him alot? & he stopped me to argue with u when i reach home?
& this bf is different from the other bf im having & is up to u whether u wan to oe him btr a nt. & if u don't then STFU!

everyone in the family, including the relatives & 2nd old man.
is telling me in this family u dotes the most is me.
why not u ask urself. y do u dotes me the most?
cos im the only child who work till fking tired still need to help out dg the fking house chores?!& if i don't u gonna kp me all the way?!
cos im the only child who u nagg at when u gt n0 money & i have to pray hard to let u tio 4D even if it cost me a serious relationship? don't tell me is 碰巧?
cos tis happen 3 times. & tat fking 3 times is all my serious bgr.ALL.
& for every breakups i have, im hiding inside my blanket crying!
WTF do u oe abt it?!u nvr once concern abt how i feel,
as a dad.. wad did u do for me?
by buying me a fone tat cost 400 bucks when u are broke & telling the whole world abt it? w/o saying tat u are threatening me with the fone?
& do u oe y i choose to get a new sony ericsson fone tat time?
cos i dnt wan to let u control my freedom with a fone! even it cause me to die of hunger!& wad else?by hitting & scolding me when u nort happy??
then wad? cos im gg out to work since small? did u ask urself WHYY?
cos i wanted to get the stuffs i wan with my own money cos i oe u gt no money to buy it for me!!
budd in the end, wad u did huh? scolding me? & do u oe sometings i wanted for years?!months?! tat u not able to buy for me? & i didnt beg u to buy for me?so i can only work & save to buy it for myself. how i feel? did i complaint? I DIDN'T!! & tat time im only 14?!15?!i nid to work after sch?? during holidays?? while the others children are enjoying their life.
yaya, im bad to sae this. im unfilial to sae this?
budd who give a damn?! cos im really fking tired of u guys!!

LISTEN THIS!!
whether u get to know wad i type today a not.
i dnt gib a damn. budd all i can sae.
the more i stay at home the more unhappiness is inside me.
TATS IT!!.

& im moving OUT once i saved my money.

PS TO HUBBY:
im sry if wad my dad today sae / did hurts u.
& ty for saying u won't leave me becos of my dad.
if not i guess i will really break down right infront of u..
cos i no longer wan to lose someone i love cos of him..
& i really don't x((
but if u want to leave, lyk i sae. i will still let go.

but all i can sae is. whether u wan to leave me a n0rt.

it won't change the 关系 im having with them at all.

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