11.1.09

Bring Me Away...


been a very much crybaby this few days.
ever thought i have no tears anymore, budd have been crying & crying!
& th worst thing is, i dnt care where imm. i still cried.

mayb i too long nvr cry le barhs.
so once i start i cant stop.. HAHA!!
in train with bee, i cried.
in toilet , i cried.
b4 slping i cried.
smoking time, i cried.
b4 i eat, i cried.
dhen bee say, my eyes have been swollen lyk fcuk! LMAO!
felt tat imm a shyt! sometimes i dnt even oe wad imm crying about!
which is th worst thing. HAHAHA!

i made everyone smile..
budd i made myself cried lyk nobody bz!
OF COSH!
th 1 tat made me cried isnt bee.
i oso dnt oe wad made me kip crying! LAMESHYT!
maybb imm juz too tired.
maybb i juz nid a break from everything.

& sorry bee, i made yoo nearly cried too.
i dnt lyk th me this few days.
seems to be so fragile...so fragile...

为什么我会那么脆弱?
为什么我的人生就这么悲惨?
我该这么做才能逃离这里?
为什么我所做的一切努力,都不能结束我的痛苦?
我好痛苦..真的好痛苦...
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