Hell Yes! imm crying again.. ;(

back blogging!
juz had a bad "talk" with MR LAU, who is my dad?
yesh, is a question mark.!

after everything i had from yoo & the lau family.
how i wished imm not part of this lau family!
how i wished i gort nth to do with yoo guys!
how i wished i din oe yoo guys!
sometimes i really hope yoo are dead!
yahs. i know im evil to say this. BUDD YESHH!!!
i hope yoo are dead! LMAO!!
& to be honest this is not th 1st time ever i had this tinking!!

yahs yoo dnt care whether imm happy or not!
budd same to yoo, i don care yoo are happy a not.
imm still gg find a part time job!
i rather work till die! tired till die!
i will still WORK ANOTHER PART TIME JOB!!
i will still continue my job hunting!!
& for yor info, even if i have ang bao from my company,
i wnt even tell yoo lurhs!
standard every month $200 means $200! no more no less!
& ohh yaaa!!! dont say i only gib yoo $200 okay? cosh everytime in th month yoo will ask another $100 from me! or when yoo all gt no money to buy ingredients! yoo all take it from me too!

so wad is th difference between me n yor son?
& dnt say i spend alot, is yoo dnt even oe wad imm spending on!
budd anyway i spend my own money, not urs!
n plz dnt expect me to gib yoo $300 per month cosh i dnt earn 1.5k permonth lyk yor son did!
yesh! yor son deduct 300 for his cpf, LYK HELLO! yoo mean i din gt deducted for it?
& his take home pay is still higher than me by $200 can?! so wad is th difference?!
after deducting his cpf, his $300 for this lau family, he still have a hundred more to spend compared to me okay?!
yesh! yor son gt th hp bills he nid to pay, SO DO I!!I PAID MYSELF OKAY?!
yesh! yor son gt buy insurance! budd is lyk HELLO! is yoooo made him to buy?
& ohh ya! i did buy my own insurance too! is juz tat yoo guys dont oe!!LMAO!
yesh! yor son paid & get the stuff for his computer himself, SO DO I!
when my laptop is down, did yoo even bothered?! NOOO! yoo din!
IS I BUY EVERYTHING MYSELF TO REVIVE MY LAPTOP!!
& wad more i still have to pay $100 to the stupid cpf board money! & can i ask yoo, DID YOR SON NID TO PAY HIS ITE EDUCATION FEE TO YOR CPF?! HE DONT OKAY?!
yesh! this laptop is yoo buy gib me 1, BUDD SO WAD? yoo mean yoo never ever bought a computer for yor son? IS LYK HELLO!!! b4 he go rebuild th whole computer, b4 everything, is yoo paid for the computer okay?! & we still nid to snatch to use to computer OKAY?!
yesh! yor son nid to pay his internet bills himself! LYK HELLO!! ME TOO OKAY!
is juz tat yoo din even oe i have signed for internet to be used at home cosh yor son don let me tapp his!!
& ONE MORE THING!! i nid to be yor free maid when imm home! & wad yor son did huh?
NOTHING OKAY?!
& MOST OF TH TIMES, I DID YOR STUPID HOUSE CHORES I STILL NID GT SCOLDED OVER IT!
I DO OR I NVR DO I OSO KENA KAO PEI BY YOOO!

& not to 4gt! when i off work & went home, WAD YOO ALWAYS DID TO ME?!

i juz reach home haven even sit down yoo ask me help yor wife do this do tat!

YESH! she work she tired! i nvr work? i nt tired?

& HELL YES!! i nvr heard yoo saying this to yor son too!

once he is home, he sits infront of his com, & YES!

yoo all scold him to ask him go bathe, go eat dinner!

WAD ABOUT ME?!

& this is wad yoo all call DOTE on me! HAHAHA!
& yeah, so wadddd if yoo tell th whole world yoo dote on me, yoo spend alot on me!
lyk hello!
yeahs! yoo bought a N70 for me, & i tink tats th only thing i rmb yoo bought for me?

budd so wad? in the end yoo still sell it & kept the cash isnt it?!

ohh ya! not to 4gt! yesh! when yoo tio 4d tat time yoo gave me $500 bucks!
BUDD SO WAD?! when yoo gave me th $500 , yoo wan me to save budd at th same time yoo deduct my allowance & yoo din gib me my transportation fee too!
so tat replace th $500 isnt it?!
when i have a tuition teacher in th past, YOR SON GET IT TOO!
when yor son did well for his exams, he gt his discman & so.
wad about me huh?! wad did yoo ever gib me for my exams?! yesh! yoo did ever say yoo wanted to buy th walkman for me! budd is when imm in primary 3! budd till primary 6 even till now im 20 yrs old! i din receive any walkman from yoo at all!!

budd anyway, is okay!
cosh i dnt work hard for yor present!
& dnt say yoo pian xin towards me lurh hoh!
is juz tat when i do things i dnt make the whole world oe!
imm not lyk yor son or bodoh sis lurh hoh!
if yoo dont even oe wad is happening in my life!
dont come KAOPEI KAO BU LURHS HOH!

ohh ya! plz stop telling the whole world how much yoo dote on me lurh hoh!
cosh i dnt feel tat way lurh hoh!
only when i gt extra cash to gib yoo then yoo oe hw to dote on me lurh hoh!
if nt yoo will be lyk this few days giving me attitude problems!
is lyk HELLO!!! both yor son n bodohsis have extra cash for their cny clothings!
BUDD! do i have it a nt huh? I DON OKAY?!
& i still gave yoo yor $200 bucks once i take my pay okay?!
i still nid pay hp bill which is $100 okay?!

& still i have to buy my cny clothing by my own pathetic pay okay?!

& I STILL NID MY OWN LIVING EXPENSES CAN?!

of cosh in th start of th month i gt no money liao lurh!

all of yoo tinks i earn 2million per month isit?!

KAO EHHH!

did i complaint anything did i say eh! yoo oso muz gib me? DID I?
I DIN OKAY?! fcuk yoo!
mayb last time yoo shouldnt gib bro to gugu, YOO should gib me to her!
mayb i will be happier man or mayb yoo will be happier too!

& its not i wan to be calculative towards yoo all!

cosh is yoo all wan to count with me 1st!!

& if i wan to count, i dnt tink i gt owe yoo any more money,

is more of yoo owing me can?!

FK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

- TO GOD -
plz~ let me leave this place!
take me away! let him chase me out of the house!
i beg yoo.... ;(