Bused over to E-Hub for K yesterday with lkk, wendy & bodohsis.
& B didn't join us! Had been enjoying life myself w/o him! LOL.
but couldn't blame me~
cause he needs to do duty/help his dad/book-in.
So ya! anyway i am enjoying with my own money.! :D
& home-sweet-home.
Thinking hard whether i wana go JB shopping with lkk & co. a not?
its 2D1N.
but i know i need a break.
so it might not be a bad choice? :)
gosh, i am getting a little emotional unbalanced already. thanks to "LOVELY" parents of mine.
i am like a free maid at home. whenever i just get to sit down on the sofa, i will be kena fuck for not helping my mum to do housechores. whenever i on the air-con at like wad? 9pm? i will be asked to pay another 100$ more the the next month. whenver i finally got the time to relax & play game/on computer, i will be fuck for not teaching that bodohsis POA. i am like what? free maid, free tuition teacher. KAO! really feel damn fuck up ok?! everyone at home like wad? king & queen?! KAO! i need time to rest ok?! & THATS THE FUCKING REASON WHY I WANA STAY OUT OF HOME! i rather go to my friend's house / boyf's house early in the morning! cause at the least! i am able to rest, able to sleep in a better environment!
i don't mind helping out. but i want to rest too! out of 3 children of theirs' i don't understand they the fuck am i the only one who get fuck for not helping out! i don't understand why i am responsible for the youngest sibiling's result! they (lkk & mum) working, they are tired. I AM WORKING TOO! then what? i am not tired? & i fucking don't understand a fuck shyt ok? when i am in secondary school days/ primary school days. I don't see anyone teaching me any subjects ok? even when i don't understand what the fuck the textbook is writing! i will at least make the effort to study! stay back after school till late to check with the teachers! & revise till late when i got home. & i still remember, during the period when i am studying for my o'levels / n levels. i will get fuck for not doing housechores! So i really fucking don't understand why the fuck when she got so much time to revised as and when she want & no-one will disturb her, she don't study & YET I AM THE ONE KENA FUCK! & by pushing all the house chores, her studies to me & asking me for more money is being fair to me lurhs dey!
& now i am still controlling my temper. Just one fine day, when i couldn't stand it anymore! THAT'S IT. I am moving out & lead my own life! By then i will see, who will help out doing the house chores, who is gonna be responsible for her results & who gonna give them more money! & i am already planning to like get a job & work for like 7 days per week. i am not gonna give them more money, cause it's mend for my education fee.& i am not gonna stay home. & worst to worst. i am going back to the life whereby they do not get to see me AT ALL.
& lastly,
i am fucking disappointed, fucking angry, fucking gek xim over all of them.
& B didn't join us! Had been enjoying life myself w/o him! LOL.
but couldn't blame me~
cause he needs to do duty/help his dad/book-in.
So ya! anyway i am enjoying with my own money.! :D
& home-sweet-home.
Thinking hard whether i wana go JB shopping with lkk & co. a not?
its 2D1N.
but i know i need a break.
so it might not be a bad choice? :)
gosh, i am getting a little emotional unbalanced already. thanks to "LOVELY" parents of mine.
i am like a free maid at home. whenever i just get to sit down on the sofa, i will be kena fuck for not helping my mum to do housechores. whenever i on the air-con at like wad? 9pm? i will be asked to pay another 100$ more the the next month. whenver i finally got the time to relax & play game/on computer, i will be fuck for not teaching that bodohsis POA. i am like what? free maid, free tuition teacher. KAO! really feel damn fuck up ok?! everyone at home like wad? king & queen?! KAO! i need time to rest ok?! & THATS THE FUCKING REASON WHY I WANA STAY OUT OF HOME! i rather go to my friend's house / boyf's house early in the morning! cause at the least! i am able to rest, able to sleep in a better environment!
i don't mind helping out. but i want to rest too! out of 3 children of theirs' i don't understand they the fuck am i the only one who get fuck for not helping out! i don't understand why i am responsible for the youngest sibiling's result! they (lkk & mum) working, they are tired. I AM WORKING TOO! then what? i am not tired? & i fucking don't understand a fuck shyt ok? when i am in secondary school days/ primary school days. I don't see anyone teaching me any subjects ok? even when i don't understand what the fuck the textbook is writing! i will at least make the effort to study! stay back after school till late to check with the teachers! & revise till late when i got home. & i still remember, during the period when i am studying for my o'levels / n levels. i will get fuck for not doing housechores! So i really fucking don't understand why the fuck when she got so much time to revised as and when she want & no-one will disturb her, she don't study & YET I AM THE ONE KENA FUCK! & by pushing all the house chores, her studies to me & asking me for more money is being fair to me lurhs dey!
& now i am still controlling my temper. Just one fine day, when i couldn't stand it anymore! THAT'S IT. I am moving out & lead my own life! By then i will see, who will help out doing the house chores, who is gonna be responsible for her results & who gonna give them more money! & i am already planning to like get a job & work for like 7 days per week. i am not gonna give them more money, cause it's mend for my education fee.& i am not gonna stay home. & worst to worst. i am going back to the life whereby they do not get to see me AT ALL.
& lastly,
i am fucking disappointed, fucking angry, fucking gek xim over all of them.
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