A fall that woke me up from a long, beautiful & painful dream :)

I HAVE INJURED MYSELF! :(
damn painful de norhs! *sobx*

Felt damn bad yesterday.
having the stupid injuries on my both legs,
was walking back, then was too into my own world typing messages n didn't notice there is a drain infront of me
& *PROOF* !
i drop into the drain!
then pull myself up n homed & quarreled with Lawrence Peh.
Freak man.
I am really losing control of my own emotions.
I HATE HIM.
yes, i do.
Freaking hate him ttm man!

-This is our conversation after i reach home:-

HIM:
Baoby e squid stuffed with sweet rice at e fair is 6.80 2 pieces, OMG Lyk so tempting Haha

ME :
Oh. (busy cleaning the wound, throw hp in the room)

HIM:
Yup Somemore got scallop tidbit liddat de 80g 18 dollars exp hor?

ME:
Ya

HIM:
Why's your answer all one word? One word jiu suan le, does it takes so long to type a word?

ME:
sui bian lurhs.

HIM:
Wad's this attitude.

ME:
lyk i say b4. I muz always be free whenever u r free to msg. I muz reply u like wad? 1 sec 1 msg? U can be bz then take longer to reply i cnt?Rofl!

HIM:
Ha you're not? Touch your heart and say you're not.

ME:
yayaya. im showing you my attitude? Lols. Watever lurh. U happy jiu hao lorh.

ME:
I am jiu i am loh. Why? Wads wrong? Even b4 we are tgt i told u my attitude sucks. U said you could accept, so wad are u complaining man?

HIM:
Ha, so is that really the way you reacted from e start? Stop deceiving yourself la, you just wana ti me la admit it. Stop being like a kid can. When i try to communicate with you you're giving me ya, oh, sui bian ni. Zzz

ME:
lol. then touch your heart search ur own memory is this how yoo treated me at the start? LMAO! i tot yoo understood after toking 1 month ago. N shyt man! who oso can say i am like a kid, bt NOT YOU! u dnt even haf any right to comment abt me luh!

HIM:
Ha, how did i talk to u juz nid and how did yoo reply. ask yourself if yoo really wana reply or you jus reply for the sake of replying k? you used to text me wad yoo dg n stuff, now? Haha.

ME:
Lmao! u sure yoo wan me to say? U sure? U used to meet me everyday. Even when yoo nid to work at hotel, U made breakfast for me. Send me to work. Fetch me from work, Mit me after work w/o me saying. Send me home. Go shopping with me by my side. buy things 4 me. Msg me fun stuff and sweet msgs. Corl me whenever yoo can even when yoo are eating or in toilet. Be there for me for 24/7 365 days no ph no leave no mc no excuses no complaints. Using all the vulgar on me. Even had the urge to beat me up? n now ha? wad have yoo did wad haf yoo said? 1 sentence. Why cant u 4gt th past?Simple! i oso know how to sae la. yoo can do it ask urself why lurh. i cant man. lan jiao wei every1 oso oe how to say luh. sae easier wad.

HIM:
Haha ya as time changes yoo didn't? whatever you said is always right la Miss Right. Ya i can't be with you all the time now and stuffs, so because of that you're not happy? wad can i say, if you are a guy u will understand NS. Too bad you'll never understand even when im driving i will also reply ya msg, unless i find that road dangerous i will tell yoo i go drive le. did i have the urge to beat you up?yoo sure- NEVER ASSUME OR JUMP TO CONCLUSION.

ME:
Ya. i just jump into conclusion lorh. or i shld say u have been threatening me with ' ltr i hoot yoo till yoo blankfile' with your 拳头 facing me? for like how many times? ya. i changed lorhs. sui bian. i am mis right? sui bian. ask yourself lurhs. when yoo bz yoo din even reply me so wads wrng with my 1 word reply sia? n u don't even oe wtf im bz with ok? but i dnt see any point 4 me to tell yoo liao. whatever yoo say yoo right lorhs. tats the conclusion. Tats all.

ME:
n yah. i don't uds. cosh i nvr know any ns guy as bz as u. is who dnt uds here? n who dont qian jiu who? n who wrong who right? doesn't matters alrdy man.

HIM:
Stop it la, everything my fault k? happy, go slp good night. ya i dnt oe wad yoo are bz with, did yoo tell me? at least when im busy i told yoo.

HIM:
Everything doesn't matter to you with my inside. HAPPY?

ME:
say whatever that makes yoo happy lorhs.

HIM:
same goes to you.

-The end of our conversation.-

FUCK SHYT MANNN!
i took like 1hr++ to clean my wound apply medicine on it then eat my dinner for like 20 mins.
wash my dishes & rest awhile watch tv.
I have my things to do at home ok?!
FUCKING SHYT.
i dnt see myself kip msging yoo when you are bz?
i dnt make a big fuss out of a 1 word ans?
totally spoil my mood to ttm man!
& when i wasn't the one who started all the shyts, i was told to shut up!
NICE ONE MANN!
Girls girls girls!
Rmb this man! never fall for a guy or believe a guy for being a gentleman, being goody man to you at the start.
Cause you will just regret like me!
FUCKING SHYT!
& pls lurhs. go think lurhs.
when i was trying to tok to yoo in a nice way asking yoo stop scolding vulgarities,
wad yoo say to me? continue your vulgarities AT ME! (on saturday after we meet adrian)
acting like 1 chaoahbeng, talking in those paikia tone?
"WU SEI SIA".
*PUI*
& when i was asking yoo a qn, cosh i dnt get it,
yoo ask me wad? MAI LAN JIAO WEI LA. (on sunday)
& pls lurhs, whenever yoo ask me a qn yoo dnt get it i will only ans
"WEN FEI HUA AH?"
see the difference?
DUMB FUCK.

Pls lurhs. i dnt entertain your fucking nonsenses ok?
if thats the way you treat your gf,
then too bad lurhs go change a gf who like this kind of act yi ge jin siat paikia lurhs ok.?
NOT ME!.

i don't fucking should tolerate all this shyts from you man.
you want change & be like a dickdead, fuck go ahead man.
i am so moving on with my life.
who isn't the growing up one?
who is the 1 acting like a kid?
go think lurhs.
everything here is in black n white from your sms & mine.
i never hide anything here.

&
lastly,
Thanks for the hurt, the pain, you have been causing. :)
& MAKE SURE YOO DON'T TOUCH / BEAT ME,
IF NOT I WILL MAKE SURE I WILL BREAK YOUR MANHOOD BROTHER.

*I AM FUCKING SERIOUS HERE. :)*

fyi, the pictures is only for my right leg! my left leg didn't have any wounds but got blue-black! :(
having difficulty to bathe this morning man! :((
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