For every one time, you say you gonna make it up to me. I don't see that happening.. WHY? :(

where did the days go..

Hi there!Back with many complaints!
Had an ultra long dream last night,
but sad to say i have forgotten after i wake up this morning! :(

Anyway, Beibi's schedule this week sucks man!
Monday, went to help out his dad.
Tuesday, had duty overnight.
Wednesday, went to help out his dad got recalled by camp!
Thursday, back to camp.
Friday, had duty overnight.
Saturday, got recalled by camp!
Sunday - Tuesday, had duty overnight.

Thinking where he is going to place me at man, his schedule is so packed!
We haven been meeting much already. Hardly even talk & msg.
Even when he is off for like 1-2 days, he chose to help out at his dad's stall.
We are like living our life separately!
& no idea since when, we are missing out from each others life.
He is busy with his camp & his dad's stall & me rotting away with my family, maple & work.
Even when he is planning his schedule, i don't even see myself in his anymore.
& whenever i thought is ok for us to meet that day,
he will think for for awhile & reply,
"i let you know again."
I don't like this kind of drift apart feeling.
But he doesn't even know a shit! :(

Afterall, a relationship needs time to mend the cracks that we have cause for the past months..am i wrong?
I mean i know i have to be very understanding cause he is in his camp,
& the pathetic pay can't cover his expenses & his dad's stall need his help too.
But why can't he like give us sometime together?
We have just patch things up recently, & yet there isn't time for us to settle down.
sigh..
:( :(