Bad Day :(

如果有一天，你走進我的心裡，你一定會哭，因為裡面裝滿你的點滴。
如果有一天，我走進你的心裡，我也一定會哭，因為裡面找不到我的身影..

你忙，忘了我需要人陪。你忙，忘了我會寂寞。
你忙，忘了你對我的承諾。
想告訴你"愛情"不是等你有空才來珍惜的..

如果時間能倒轉,我希望轉回到我們認識前,
這樣我就可以選擇不要與你相遇,也就可以制止這一切的發生...
而我...也不會那麼難過了...

是否我沉默了你才能聽到我的心聲.
是否我停止了你才能看到我的眼淚.
是否我心碎了你才會摸到我的心痛.
是否我消失了你才知道我的存在...
我無法去決定 你心中的哪個位子 即使我拼命去努力 ..

saw this while i went blog-hopping the other day. & i am really happy! As at the least he/she made me understand that there is one out of the whole world understand what i am going through! I am not alone feeling like this, haha. :)

Anyway had a bad day today!
Never once in my life hated a rainy day so much!
Never once in my life i am so confirm that a umbrella is fucking useless!
I was wet inside out! & Eunos here flooded like fuck!
The water level reaches my knee! CAN YOO LIKE FUCKING HELL IMAGINE?!
how 狼狈 do i look when i enter the office? =.="
then started blowing dry myself using hairdryer. :)
*REALLY LOVE THAT PINK HAIRDRYER!*
& after blowing myself for like 2 hours then i am finally dry!=.="

then after i settled down, i need to help with their work.
& FUCK! SERIOUSLY FUCK!
i am only helping ok? ITS NOT MY BABY!
attendance became my baby. invoice become my baby.
really seriously, one fine day when i am fucking hot!THAT'S IT! SERIOUSLY!
I am helping you to do your job & you fucking don't appreciate,
& giving those ordering me to do it tone!FUCK OK?
I don't owe you anything. & BASICALLY I AM HELPING YOO MORE THAN YOO HELP ME!
FUCK OK? FUCK UP COMPANY! FUCK UP MANAGEMENT!
i don't understand man! Does all juniors need to be bullied?
taking the lowest pay, helping both the seniors with them or without them around, have to work like 5.5 days, salary not punctual!
& when things isn't done i am the one kena fuck! & i have to fucking know everything that's going on in office! LIKE FUCK!?
whatever i do, needs to be checked.
If don't believe in my working attitude, don't ask me do la! CC'B!

& Tell me am i wrong saying that,
"call the customer & check where to bill? if not later i need re-type?"
NO RIGHT?
FUCK LORHS! Still dare answer me "DO UNTIL SO BUEY GUM WAN I TYPE MYSELF LA!"
KNNB'CCB!!! SI BEI HOT OK?!
THEN DO IT YOURSELF LA! STILL THROW ALL TO ME GUM LAN!
REALLY FUCK MAN!

I don't deny you tried to help me giving me my pay earlier than june & radiah,
BUT THAT DOESN'T MEAN I OWE YOO OK?!THAT FKING PAY IS MINE! I WORKED FOR IT!
YOO ALL CAN DON'T PAY ME, THE MOST I GO MOM COMPLAINT LORH!
REALLY LORHS FUCK UPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP!!!

I SERIOUSLY GONNA LEAVE THIS FUCK UP COMPANY ONCE I FOUND JOB MAN!
IT IS TOO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!