NEW LOVE! ♥

MY NEW LOVE!
JUSTIN BIEBER♥♥♥♥♥♥
he is such a cutie lurhs!
attracted to him! :)

okays, i am lazy to blog already!
going over to BEIBY's for dinner after work! :)
& home later! :)
i bet my dad gonna go "自己家没有煮饭啊？or 她嫁过去了啊？"
something like tat! HAHA!
okay BUDBYE~

:):)

Bad Day :(

如果有一天，你走進我的心裡，你一定會哭，因為裡面裝滿你的點滴。
如果有一天，我走進你的心裡，我也一定會哭，因為裡面找不到我的身影..

你忙，忘了我需要人陪。你忙，忘了我會寂寞。
你忙，忘了你對我的承諾。
想告訴你"愛情"不是等你有空才來珍惜的..

如果時間能倒轉,我希望轉回到我們認識前,
這樣我就可以選擇不要與你相遇,也就可以制止這一切的發生...
而我...也不會那麼難過了...

是否我沉默了你才能聽到我的心聲.
是否我停止了你才能看到我的眼淚.
是否我心碎了你才會摸到我的心痛.
是否我消失了你才知道我的存在...
我無法去決定 你心中的哪個位子 即使我拼命去努力 ..

saw this while i went blog-hopping the other day. & i am really happy! As at the least he/she made me understand that there is one out of the whole world understand what i am going through! I am not alone feeling like this, haha. :)

Anyway had a bad day today!
Never once in my life hated a rainy day so much!
Never once in my life i am so confirm that a umbrella is fucking useless!
I was wet inside out! & Eunos here flooded like fuck!
The water level reaches my knee! CAN YOO LIKE FUCKING HELL IMAGINE?!
how 狼狈 do i look when i enter the office? =.="
then started blowing dry myself using hairdryer. :)
*REALLY LOVE THAT PINK HAIRDRYER!*
& after blowing myself for like 2 hours then i am finally dry!=.="

then after i settled down, i need to help with their work.
& FUCK! SERIOUSLY FUCK!
i am only helping ok? ITS NOT MY BABY!
attendance became my baby. invoice become my baby.
really seriously, one fine day when i am fucking hot!THAT'S IT! SERIOUSLY!
I am helping you to do your job & you fucking don't appreciate,
& giving those ordering me to do it tone!FUCK OK?
I don't owe you anything. & BASICALLY I AM HELPING YOO MORE THAN YOO HELP ME!
FUCK OK? FUCK UP COMPANY! FUCK UP MANAGEMENT!
i don't understand man! Does all juniors need to be bullied?
taking the lowest pay, helping both the seniors with them or without them around, have to work like 5.5 days, salary not punctual!
& when things isn't done i am the one kena fuck! & i have to fucking know everything that's going on in office! LIKE FUCK!?
whatever i do, needs to be checked.
If don't believe in my working attitude, don't ask me do la! CC'B!

& Tell me am i wrong saying that,
"call the customer & check where to bill? if not later i need re-type?"
NO RIGHT?
FUCK LORHS! Still dare answer me "DO UNTIL SO BUEY GUM WAN I TYPE MYSELF LA!"
KNNB'CCB!!! SI BEI HOT OK?!
THEN DO IT YOURSELF LA! STILL THROW ALL TO ME GUM LAN!
REALLY FUCK MAN!

I don't deny you tried to help me giving me my pay earlier than june & radiah,
BUT THAT DOESN'T MEAN I OWE YOO OK?!THAT FKING PAY IS MINE! I WORKED FOR IT!
YOO ALL CAN DON'T PAY ME, THE MOST I GO MOM COMPLAINT LORH!
REALLY LORHS FUCK UPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP!!!

I SERIOUSLY GONNA LEAVE THIS FUCK UP COMPANY ONCE I FOUND JOB MAN!
IT IS TOO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

For every one time, you say you gonna make it up to me. I don't see that happening.. WHY? :(

where did the days go..

Hi there!Back with many complaints!
Had an ultra long dream last night,
but sad to say i have forgotten after i wake up this morning! :(

Anyway, Beibi's schedule this week sucks man!
Monday, went to help out his dad.
Tuesday, had duty overnight.
Wednesday, went to help out his dad got recalled by camp!
Thursday, back to camp.
Friday, had duty overnight.
Saturday, got recalled by camp!
Sunday - Tuesday, had duty overnight.

Thinking where he is going to place me at man, his schedule is so packed!
We haven been meeting much already. Hardly even talk & msg.
Even when he is off for like 1-2 days, he chose to help out at his dad's stall.
We are like living our life separately!
& no idea since when, we are missing out from each others life.
He is busy with his camp & his dad's stall & me rotting away with my family, maple & work.
Even when he is planning his schedule, i don't even see myself in his anymore.
& whenever i thought is ok for us to meet that day,
he will think for for awhile & reply,
"i let you know again."
I don't like this kind of drift apart feeling.
But he doesn't even know a shit! :(

Afterall, a relationship needs time to mend the cracks that we have cause for the past months..am i wrong?
I mean i know i have to be very understanding cause he is in his camp,
& the pathetic pay can't cover his expenses & his dad's stall need his help too.
But why can't he like give us sometime together?
We have just patch things up recently, & yet there isn't time for us to settle down.
sigh..
:( :(

Had a fun weekend last week! :>

Self declared off on Friday,
meet up with Beiby for bigbreakfast @ Mac at inter,
then trained over to Somerset, & we got lost while finding 131 Kiliney Road! :(
So ended up, we walked into 313! & the rest pictures tells you everything! HAHA!
















& after walking for like hours! i gave up & call radiah for help! :D
Reached @ 12pm and had taiwan porridge buffet @ Crysta Cafe.
Rated: 2.5♥/5♥
Comments:
Actually is up to individual preference. But anyway, i don't really like it.
Everything is too blend. Even the dessert isn't a little sweet lorhs! I have to add sugar into the dessert for it to be 'edible'! :( & even my favourite curry chicken, isn't spicy enuff. =.=" Everything taste so so so wrong! :( But the service crews are nice :)

After lunch, trained back to sengkang & bought kuehkueh @ bengawansolo!
I SIMPLYYY ♥ IT MANNNN!
then take a nap & wake up watch tv @ 7pm~
& home sweet home with Beiby around 10pm. :D


Went to work on Saturday! :(
after work meet up with slutsister and kenneth @ CenturySquare.





Got their's pressie for fathers, hang-ed around BHG after that & catch Karate Kid!


Rated: 4.9♥/5♥
Comments:
I ♥ THIS MOVIE! IS DAMN FUNNNYYY!
Just can't stop laughing lurhs! HAHAAA
then they were like saying i turn into a crazy woman in the cinema! HAHA! & at the end of the show is damn touching lurhs! So overall, i just don't mind watching the 2nd time! :D

After movie, bused home, had our dinner & watched tv!
Setup my laptop around 10pm & chionged till 3am for 4 levels!
so proud of myself! :D :D

Sunday, celebrated Father's day @ kimkim house.
had steamboat, maple & played majong with the adults & lost 16$ :(
& home sweet home around 9pm.
bathed & went down to slack with Beiby then went for a date with 周公 :D

Finally done with it :>

Heya!
am finally done with the blogskin & back blogging again!
hopefully this time i won't drift away from bloggy again!!
get kinda bored of blogging sometimes, you know? :)
anyway, this is just a quick update!

Things wasn't going very well for me,
lots of ups & downs for everything in my life!
Wanted to give up many times man! really got sicked and tired of it!
AHHHHHHHHH! maybe one day i will just go crazy you see?

Anyway i am back to maple!
meet the same old players + new players!
& managed to break 100 this 2 days!
damn proud of myself derh lorh! :) :)

Okay, anyway!
need to get some sleep already!
freaking tired! & i am so looking forward to tomorrow!

NITES ALL!
& lastly,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY MAPLE UNCLE aka WosHiMushi !
:D :D