♥nidded a huq badly.

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today,nearly cried in office.
LOLS! IM SUCHA CRYBABY!
hate this. really hate myself for being so weak!
budd recently i kept cryinq barhs.
been cryinq for these 2 weeks. din tell anyone.n0rt even dear.
& someh0w i miss her, aka counsellor.
i missed those days when yoo are with me, listeninq tuh me, cryinq in yur arms.
haiish.

so lonq lerh, i nvr hide under th blanket & cryy.
budd recently, it seems i have been doinq it.
qettinq m0re & m0re sensitive alrdyy. haiish.

tday, dear hurt me aqain.
don't know is th how many times for these 2 weeks,
i don't know how much lonqer i could stand this.
miqht juz broke down anytime.HAAA.
maybe is i tink too much barhs.
budd to me onlyy, dear chanqed al0rt alrdyy.
he started neqlectinq abt my feelinqs, abt me.
feel kinda hurt. haiish.
felt so sucky too. :( & he ish n0 l0nqer th same boyf i had from start.
juz like my other bqr. l0ls.
no difference, only difference is, this time i haf to carryy all th sadness i had myself.
cos i really don't know who tuh find, i don't know who is willinq tuh listen to how i feel.
haiish.
feel lyk turninq back th time, where th happy moments are. ;'(

budd i don't blame fer his chanqed.
cos
who th hell in this world can haf a girlf. who has such fcuk-up attitude?
who th hell in this world can haf a girlf. who sayys break easily?
who th hell in this world can haf a girlf. who don't act like a girlf.?
who th hell in this world can haf a girlf. who is like me?
maybe one dayy, one fine dayy.
he will leave me just like wadd the other ex-boyf. did.
haiish.

don't know wadd imm typinq alrdy.
shall st0p here.
♥nidded a huq badly.