12.5.08

Fucking Spoil My Mood!


currently havinq al0t of mixed feelinqs.
q0rt s0 much tuh say, but i d0nt kn0w h0w to express out.
s0metinqs happened ytd, but n0w ok lerhs. (:
h0pefully everytinq shall stay lyk tat?
recently lerhs?
can sae everythinq was quite 0k barhs. at least happier n0w (:
at least i 0e even if i l0st th whole world, i still have my hubby with me.
i think this is the one person whom i can never lose from now till ever.
ohh ya n0rt tuh exclude my papa of cos. (:
this 2 man, i guess if i ever lose any one, i would really really broke down barhs :(

dhen today have been th 3rd day of n0rt meeting hubby! :(
misses him so much lurhs! T.T
i wan to pull his ears!i wan to squeeze his pipi!i wan to bite him!i wan to hug him! i wan him with me everyday!24/7 !!
budd dhen i oe i cant :( haiis.

& today's work is lyk FUCK-UP!
m0rning i reach kena fk by the despatch liao when is lyk q0rt nth to do with me?
but throw her fuckinq attitude at me?
is lyk n0rt th 1st time she show me her fkinq attitude at me alrdy?
budd i have to kip quiet?maybe cos im new so she can fk all she wan now.
but then i kip quiet doesn't mean i will let yoo bully lurhs.
juz dnt force out th OLD joanne which everyone don't wish tuh see ya?
if n0rt yoo ask who tuh help oso no use. *wrinkz*
& i don't care h0w experienced yoo are compared tuh me,
if im wr0nq, fine yoo can scold me,yoo can fk me upside down,cos is my fault.
budd fkinq hell plz lurhs, if i q0rt n0 wr0nq den don't fkinq sh0w ur c'b attitude on me lurhs.OK?!
if n0rt i will juz fk yoo back. & this shall be the last time im toleratinq this ya?

dhen fanq gonq call HUBBY!!! (:
have been suaninq him all alonq! HAHA!
budd of cos he did suan me back lurhs! but then of cos lose me! HAHAHAHAHA!
im queen of suaninq lerhs! *shy*
dhen i ji tao is from office lauqh all th way tuh eunos mrt station u see?.
ppl t0t i ki siao tat type!!!lmao
dhen we jiu sweet-talk all th way fr0m eun0s till tampines-my house. LOLs
jealous marhs??envy marhs?? bleah!
dhen lastly,
thank yoo hubby! cos u really cheer me up al0t ALOT ALOTT!!
ILOVEYOO!!& I REALLY REALLY REALLY DO! (:
kisses



--


'& MESSAGE to SOMEONE:
ii think yoo won't wan me tuh name yoo out lurhs.
budd anyway, wan play qanq with me, COME. i n0rt hum ji lyk someone 0so.
dare say don't dare admit? still pushinq blame tuh the others?.
yahs, yoo can sae u don't kn0w the truth at th start,
but can i ask yoo back 1 fkinq qn? y did yoo know th truth but yet don't dare tell me?
& asked the rest tuh kip it from me?LMAO.
wan me tell yoo answer n0rt?
cos yoo scare yoo ownself tio dai ji from me.
& i tell yoo wad, i think even if i qo tio with him, yoo sae yoo will help,
but i think yoo oso sae sae nia. LMAO.
budd for your info, i n0 l0nqer chap anym0re.
& yoo are still in th qanq wad. wad are yoo afraid off sio?
so wad i have alot of back-ups n0w,i won't find them tuh help oso.
i won't even let my own hubby help lurhs.
& 1 thing,i won't find qang tuh settle my OWN daiji / OTHER'S daiji.
tats my principle. i solo.
& even if i use qanq tuh settle thinqs,
i won't ask my qanq tuh settle my own couz.
im n0rt as heartless as wad yoo think im.
& th min yoo say wan use qanq thinqy tuh settle with me,
from tat point of time, yoo are juz a stranqer tuh me.
& even if one day, u gt beat up outside, i saw & im there.
i will take as nth happened.
c0s i kn0w u have such a qood qanq.won't nid me. (:
so, qood luck tuh yoo, zhabor.
& lastly,
like wad i told th others who wan tio with me, i will let yoo know too.
I, ONLY HAVE ONE LIFE. CAN TAKE COME & TAKE.
DON'T ACT A SEY THERE & BE LYK A HUMJIKIA.
wan come out play plz kn0w h0w tuh play.
if yoo don't, plz ask your tao eh tuh teach yoo.
if u cant play, dhen don't play.
-th 1st time im sayinq this & is oso th last time i will be sayinq this.-