Rainbow found.. (:

backies!
ytd was a bad day! budd turn out to be good. (:
had a very long sms chat with B last night after he left my house,
told him th reason why imm lyk that for these few months,
& he accepted. :DD
so hopefully, after the chat we could be btr yas? :D

& nxt is! im so excited for th genting trip! :DD
cant wait for sunday to come!
hopefully everything goes well when we are in genting yahs? :DD
many shoppings to be done! & games to be played!

& lastly!
MY STOMACH IS STILL CRAMPING! T_T
hate dayima to th core! T_T

Another Rain..

had cold war with bee for 20+hours?
cosh he really made me fuck up!
& at that point of time i really regreted to be with him barhs,
& mayb if we stay as frens in the begining will be btr? i dont know...
anyway, he says he regreted for things to turn out this way,
so we are okay alrdy.
went to exercise at th nearby neighbourhood, reach home ard 10pm!
(i know its early :D)
& my MY DA YI MA came to visit me! =.="
STOMACH CRAMPING LYK HELL!!! T_T

8 more days before i leave for genting,
need to grab a few stuffs n of cosh some 'snoppy' before i go!
&& time really flys! so fast it will be our 1st year anniversary.
budd i gonna make a decision by tat day to myself.
cosh to be honest i dnt have any confidence in this r/s.
& everyone was lyk saying,
as long as he dnt 'hong' outside & i love him, we should be continuing our path.
budd to me, too many things are stopping me to continue?
one of it is cosh, th him is no longer there.
yahs, budd so wad if he is tiong xim to me? budd he is no longer th one i know & im no longer th one he knows.

budd if clock were to turn back to th past,
i will cherish him even more..

GIVE ME THE HIM BACK!

th him who dotes on me, th him who cares for me, th him who is always there for me, th him who is always concern abt me, th him who will give in to me, th him who will sayang me, th him who understand me, th him who LOVE me.

Its Just Another Joke!

EVERYTHING IS A JOKEURNEY OF LIFE!!

yoo dont know wad i wanted.
yoo dont know how i feel.
yoo dont know wad type of person imm.
yoo dont know wad imm thinking.
so much of dont, yet nth has been done.

all yoo know wad to say is.
" your wall is very high, budd i will try my best to climb over to yoo."

budd yoo are th one making my walls going higher?
& how the fuck can someone who is building th wall higher to climb over?
i dont know..

i admit, i dont oe hw to appreciate yor love in the past.
true. as tats the point whereby i really feel yoo love me, bud yet imm not prepared to yoo wad yoo wanted..
budd now. when imm slightly prepared,i tried to give yoo wadever yoo want with my limit.
however yoo made me shut myself up.

making me no longer affected.
making me no longer dependent on yoo.
making me no longer have any topic to chat with yoo.
making me no longer wana tok to yoo.
making me no longer wana listen to your everything.

budd yet after all i still cant say i dont love yoo.
cosh when having the tots of leaving yoo, my heart really hurts.
at th same time, imm tired to continue..
seriously, i dont know wad to do..

everyone is saying, including me.
"everyday is a brand new start for cpls."
say is easier than done.
cosh i cant face th same problem as a new challenge for us everyday.

anyway,
i enjoyed th phone-talk 2 days ago.
seems we have went back to 11months ago?
:DD

~THE END~

2months to lose weight! :D

yoshie everyone!
blogging in office while waiting for "Ghost Mother" to load.
read th summary & find it okayy since its thai horror! :D

anyway~
guess i really nid to cut down on my weight alrdy! ;(
gonna stop all tibits, supper, fried food, soft drinks, bubble tea, fast food, buffet, etc!
(which is all my favourties!)!
& gonna start on my broccoli diet arldy! starting from tomlo? hahas.
maybb additional of sweet corn? :D
wish me luck yah?!

kayys, tats all lerhs!
back to my HORRORR!

byeee:DD

Recently the time pass so fast tat i didnt realise hahas,

we went to e zoo,Pasir ris park, caught couple of movies out and some using laptop O.o

Working is very tiring,maybe tat's wad life is about,

being born to exprience e pain,happiness,sorrow,joy,fear... etc.

But no matter wad happen to each and every of us,

we still need to walk finish tis path called
'LIFE'.

So Peeps out thr, start to treasure every min and sec of ur life,

those without a dream or an aim,

No worries ^^ take a tym and think of it

Be who u wanna be and strive for wad you always wanted.

But dont do bad or illegal things la -___-.

Anyway, if u fail, don be sad bout it just take it as an exprience and try again,

Failure is the KEY to Success x)).

Zoo trip was tiring and fun, but was headach for me T_T

cause my lil bro quarrel wib Beebee ...

turn out nt as i planned but i'll bring my Bee bee go agn,

nxt tym w/o my lil bro LOLS.

Recently oso met quite a few goners @ tampines ,

while i was walking back Bee, went to 7-11 to see if they still gt

the Hello Kitty anot, wanted to change for her,

so i went in a took a peep,

a 40+yrs old indian man was lyk saying

Cazy Indian Man: eh boy Q up la i v hungry

Me: Erm i'm jus looking to see if there's e figurines to change .

Crazy Indian Man: i v hungry la u Q up la, if nt later we quarrel fight not good,

Police come v troublesome.

Me: Are you crazy? you're holding a Bunny Pen for payment n u tell me u're hungry?

So i scolded him crazy and walk out of tat 7-11 cursing him ...

-__- he eats bunny pen?

My precious Gal has been down with sickness,

recover and down, and recover...

The weather nt too good i guess, so

Bee ar, must take care of urself more ok? ^^

'Look my Bee bee loves kangaroo too =))"

'No Tiger can stop me !

Scarecrow? i'm definetly scared.

"Alien INVASION~~~

Farmer Boy

Sunshine after the rain !

OPPS!
sorry for being mia for 1month+ !
imm really really really lazy bz!
been chionging movies! :D
anyway! cant really rembered wad i did for this 1 month =.="
BUDD! i rembered imm always sick =.="
so i've been eating stupid & bitter medicines!

ohh yaa~ i might be gg back to my studies soon!
depends barhs :D
gg MDIS for Diploma in Pyschology / Professional Certificate in Pyschology! not sure if im up to it!budd i will try my best to get my cert! :D

ohh ya~
lets tok abt my recent?
sat, sick AGAIN!

budd still went down dhoby to fetch b

& went back to his place,

waited for him to bathe,

& cabbed to bro's place with sis & majong-ed!

tat day reallly sueyy! l

ost $30 bucks in th end! budd its fine with me,

cosh wasn't feeling well =.=" , vomited twice! =.="

dhen sun~watched He's not that into you ytd ,

with bodohsis,kor & wendy at tampines mall!

n had my 3rd piercing! not tat pain after all =.="

guess gonna get my left ear full of piercing! =x

as for past few weeks~
i have watched " Marley & me " , " Kungfu Chef " with b.
& been watching horror movies at home n b's place online.
& had our 11th monthsary!

& soon will be our 1st year anniversary!
looking towards it eh!
& as for our 1st year anniversary celebration,

we will be gg for our "honeymoon" at genting!

budd will be after th actual day! :D

k lurhs!
tats all for my update!
sorry peepos for th delay yahs?! :D